HOW SHALL I BEGIN? I'M THE TYPE OF PERSON, THAT PUTS EVERYONE BEFORE ME. ALWAYS HELPING YOU, I BELIEVE IN GOOD DEED. DEEP INSIDE I CRY, I FEEL MY HEART BLEED.EATING KNOWLEDGE, MIND FEED, MIND FREED. I LEAD THE INSANE, I HAVE NO TIME TO OCCUPY MY PAIN, THAT WOULD BE VAIN. I DO FEEL DRAIN BUT, I SHUT DOWN, SO I CAN DO FOR YOU. ALTHOUGH I KNOW TO ME, YOU WILL NEVER BE TRUE. FOR SOME REASON, LIKE PRIDE THERE IS NO GLUE. INSIDE I HIDE A KEY, ONE AND ONE IS TWO NOT THREE. IT'S TRUE, I LIVE MY LIFE HOWEVER I WANT TO. I WILL NOT PLAY, CUTTING PAIN, TIL IT GOES AWAY. LIKE WHEN MY MOMS DIED I CAN'T FORGET THAT DAY. EVERY TIME I TRY TEARS GET IN THE WAY. I GUESS IT'S FATE STUCK ON NOVEMBER OF 88, I'LL REPEAT THE DATE NOVEMBER OF 88. A LATE ADO, THE LAST TIME TO ME SOMEONE STAYED TRUE. SHE GAVE EVERYTHING TO ME, CAN YOU CONCEIVE? SHE WORE HER HEART ON HER SLEEVE. IN HER I COULD ALWAYS BELIEVE . SHE WOULD NEVER LIE NOR DENY ME. SEE SHE IS WHOM I COULD ONLY ASPIRE TO BE. NO WHERE TO FLEE WHEN SHE WAS TAKEN FROM ME! BLASPHEMY, WHY GOD TOOK HER AND PART OF ME. TAKING MY GLEE FOREVER A TEARFUL ENDEAVOR, IS IT BETTER TO SEVER THESE MEMORIES OR WILL I BE SAD FOREVER? SOMETIMES I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN NOTHING MAKES SENSE, STRESSED AS FUCK, LIFE'S CRAZY TENSE. MOST YALL CAN'T COMPREHEND, IF YOU DO, UR PROLLY PART OF MY CREW. CRAZY DON'T PHASE ME IT'S TRUE. IF YOU'RE A SHIT TALKER OR STALKER, YOUR THROUGH! I STAY TRUE TO ONLY ME AND MY FAMILY BOO. ITS MY PROTECTION, I CAME FROM THE PROJECTS AND REJECTION, PUT THEM TOGETHER AND GOT PROJECTION. NOW I'M ON TOP AND FINALLY HEADED IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I DON'T CARE ABOUT UR SKIN COMPLEXION, I DON'T JUDGE, UNLESS YOU SCREW ME THEN WERE THROUGH; YOU SEE MY PLEA? I'LL BE GOOD TO YOU, YOU BE GOOD TO ME. IT'S CHI. YOU AND I WILL BE WE.