Looking back on everything, I still remember his smile. I wish things didn't end so soon, And turn back time for awhile. No matter how much it hurts, I still love him so. A part of me needs him so much, Can't seem to let him go. Knowing I won't be able to see him, Makes my heart cry out in pain. I can't believe we won't talk anymore, The thought makes me wanna go insane. He was my reason for waking up, For the smile you see on my face. Going a single day without him, Makes me feel so out of place. I was afraid of opening up, Now I'm afraid of the next day. Whenever I see him one last time, I'm terrified of what he may say. I know tomorrow will hurt, But the tears will fade away. Life is too short for regrets, There will be a brighter day. But when I see him one last time, I won't know what to do... When he tells me that last goodbye, I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."