has anyone realized how silly a holiday valentines day really is? and yet, we still smile when we get secret admirers and 12 roses. this is the first year i'll ever have a real valentine. and im actually pretty excited. I'm in love. i never have been in love before, ecxcept with Jesus ( my forever love) its kind of wierd and i feel kind of childish and goofy. like a play ground romance without the running and playing on swings and giggling behind the slide hoping the teachers dont see us hugging or holding hands. ^ ^ ! its kind of wierd in a way, but totally amazing at the same time. I just hope this is of God.