Alexandra
@carniequeen
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31Followers
Gilbert, AZ USA
Joined Jan 1, 2008
"I can't explain all the power that the Carnival brings or the energy from ya'll when the hatchet swings. All I know is that I'm staying cause It's where I belong Dark Lotus on my wrists till I'm dead and gone." --ABK.
I'm 18. I'm 5'2 and 105lbs. But I'm hella ferocious :D Born in Panama. Raised mainly in the U.S. Living in hell on earth Arizona. I want to move, find the place my heart belongs in. Where that place is I haven't a clue. But it is DEFINITELY not in Arizona. You'll never meet anyone quite like me. You'll definitely never get me out of your head. I'm a lover and a fighter. I'm someone you don't want to let go of.
I love music. It is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I'm down with the clown for life. WHOOP WHOOP MMFWCLF. Techno makes my blood pump. Dancing is all I ever want to do. And the Backstreet Boys are amazing. Get to know me I'm quite amazing.
My Music
With their tanks & their bombs.
Feb 1, 2008
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If only you knew what went on inside my head. I found out the truth. The truth about Friday night. If only you knew. If only you cared. I'm so terribly scared. Terribly scared of the thoughts. The thoughts that never stop racing through. My head never quiet. I just want a moments of peace. Peace Love Respect Unity. Impossiblity. If only you understood the feelings that dwell. Dwelling in this dark broken abyss. The abyss of a lonely shattered porcelain doll. A porcelain doll searching for beauty. A porcelain doll searching for love. A porcelain doll with her head hung low; eyes covered to hide her shame. A broken heart seared with pain. If only you understood. If only you cared. The bombs that fall. The tanks that crash. The young boys that lose their lives. Everyday. From each culture, each country, each side. Innocent Vs. Innocent. Making up lies to make the others guilty. How many more have to fall? How many more have to die? How many more until its over? If only you knew. If only you understood. If only you cared. Its not about me. Its not about you. We're all in this together. When will we ever stand strong? When will we ever know? When will we ever understand? When will we ever care? If only we knew. If only we understood. If only we cared. Goodnight said she who flies upon tattered wings; into the night of a full moon beaming. Beaming of hope and dreams.
Live & Love by this.
Jan 23, 2008
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. --Marilyn Monroe
Tell me.
Jan 23, 2008
"Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arise. Blackbird singing in the dead of night take these sunken eyes and learn to see. All your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free. Fly into the light of the dark black night." -Across the Universe
