yap yap yap...its ako agen...i no nobody reads dis yna haha..kc yep dis is wer i express wat i feel..wahah!!! hayzzz exams and colege is finitooo wohoooo...i shud be celebrating and GOING BLUEWATER but wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wdffff!!!!why is dis hapnin 2 me??? ok dis sound dumb pero..i told sum1 special 2 me 2 distance from me wahhhhhhhhhh...i tink its abig mistake dat i did..i based my decision on 1 ocasion dat he did wrong..how do i take it bak...yikes....but i tink dat person has kinda MOVED ON...and distanced her/himself from me na eh..(para di nyo malamn kung girl or boy) hahaah!!! hayzzz i misssssss him loadz..crap i sed it haha yap its a lalaki..hah nope BAKLA!!!lololzzz hayzzz its soo weird ..i miss da way healways cheers me up guarnteed no mata wat...he wud neva eva hurt or put a frown on my face!!!!hes der 2 guide me..how hes always jush der listen 2 my probs...having jokes wiva nd muckin bout wiv ayzz wat ave i done...yikesss..buhay wat do i do???GOSHH I JUST WNA SCREAM 2 DA WORLD...I WISH I CUD JUST TLK 2 U AND PUT TINGS HOW DEY WER B4...I MISSU butiki........14/16....joy......19......cheken..........shizer..hayzzz!!!!i jus hope and pray ok k lng and ur stil doin da tings i told u 2 do!!!!!i wish u allllllllllllllll da best of luck hayzz.....crap i mishh u!!!!!!!!!neva give up meemba...dont let ur emotions get da best of u!!!mwahzzz.....>>**)(@nJ££l

yoo...homies.....hahaha lolzz..yan nanaman...e2 c queen diamond nsa skool lolz pero hinde monday ngayun lolz normaly evry monday ako nsa soundlick during my freeesssss eh pero nope not 2dai eh!!!its wednesday just afta Design Tech bout to go on my study leave...yehey uwi n me afta lunch eh!!! arrghhh sum1 kill me na lolzz next week its my examss im sooo takut..as in sobra sobra TAKUT ME EH!!! lolz ayun n nga takut n nga hinde pa nag rerevise lolzz....hay naku Jhuvilyn elshaira eunice lucero do ur work..lozl tlk bout motivating urself huh??lolzz!!! neways nuff bout skool and revision bout oders itngs nman...hmmm ano kaya.....LOVE myabe??!!!!lolzz all is gud nman...im single and well satisfied prin ba??? umiiwas n me sa kanya..i feel reali bad kung bkit ko toh ginagwa pero i feel lyk i ave 2...kc he doesnt listen 2 me anymore...i tel him not 2 go sumwer...ano ginwa nya yap pumunta xia...plgi nman ako talo sa frends nya eh...and thru dem nag umpisa xia ulit mag smoke...tke crap basta lam nyo n cguro yun...i mean cumon!!! I GIVE UP!!! kc giving up is not bout being weak its bout being strong of letting go of sum1 u LOVE kc u know its da ryt ting to do!!! and evrytym ang dami ko nalalman kung ano ano gngwa nya meeting up wiv a girl..going 2 harods.....suss style nya....frends lang daw..hay naku...basta kya i tink dis is da best solution...kc apparently ABSENCE MAKES DA HEART FONDER...lolzzz applying a bit of english literature haha!!! no...hinde nga..i total give up na..i tried since we broke up bka magbago pero nope...ayoko na tlga soo yap...ive managed erm 2 days not tlkin 2 him haahah lolzzz its hard....kc we always tlk 2 each oder lyk evry hour kya a day is lyk an achievement n tlga for me..i just ave 2 carry on and motivate myself nlng....lkc its not just bout love ders oder factors rin....atleast cguro gud ting nrin toh sa kanya....IT MEANS ALA NA PIPIGIL SA KANYA KUNG SAAN GUS2 NYA PUMUNTA...it means he can meet up wiv any girl he wants no 1 can stop him na..its up 2 him how he LEadS his lyf..ala n xiang boss...haha well ayun yep he can do anythinghe likes,,ayun nga lang...ala na xia maliit na boss...haha he Lost me ....sana iTS worth yung pinalit nya.,...hahahah lolzzzz ayyy naku nka 30 mins na ako..lolz one lesson over na pla i ave 2 go bye mwahz

bulaga...hahah yap im bak...lolzzzz yap tma monday ngayun..haha if u bin readin mah previous blogs den u no why its a monday!!! hahaha well dmi n nag bago..gud and bad since i wrote ere last...hayz 2 mani 2 metion na....im not as hyped up as last tymcoz im soooo exhausted lolz its onli da begining of da week aswell!!! ano byan well dang im shitin mah pants kc malpit na bigest xams ko as in both as and a2 ko...duno how im gona cope..plus i ave bare probs out of skool tings aswell...arrgghhhh how bad could it get?????? dramatic tlga buhay ko...ala n ata tatalo eh....ioh yeah last nyt me and mah aunt was tlkin bout how her and my t2 met up its soo weird kc she was exactly how i was 2 mah ex...as in on and off, cool off lyk billions times daw...she was so taray 2 him but he neva gave up...nandyan parin xia all da tym khit gnun xia and yap in da end naging cla..since 3rd year high skool pa cla as well... i meann rahhhh goes 2 show pag mahal k tlga nang lalaki kahit ano gwin mo kahit saan k pa mag tago....u'll end up being 2geda......hmmmm wen she was tellin me i was bare lafin kc daz how i was 2 mah ex hahah im soo taray 2 him...kc inicip ko if u cant hak how i am now..den u definitely wont be able 2 pag naging tau....hahahah and if u cant handle it den let go of me...d mo pla kaya eh...2 ave me u ave 2 go thru my trials...a treasure u ave 2 fite for..naks nman!!!!!...could it be??hayzz dko lam...but newayssss... i beta go dmi pa past papers 2 do..be bak next monday hahhaah lolz!!!!geh tke cre ya'll mwahzzz!!!!

yo yo yo..ahuh ahuh queen dee is in da house haha!!!shizer..lolz im tryin it...rapper daw..haha hinde NOH... wrapper pede pa!!!hahah elow peeps sup??!!e2 nanaman me loz... nsa college yap its a monday u can tell??hmm bkit yap loadsa free lessons daz y...well i meant 2 be getin down 2 strict coursework and revision but WAT da hell haha..a lil soundlick wont hurt...will it??!!!hahaah jowkaa!!! lolz feh sum reason im in a gud mood..hmm bkit kya...blooming lyk a flower in spring..a dafodill HAHAHA HAYYYIIIEZZZ....lokarette na ata me eh hahah..wel wel wel wat can i do... im im hapiee eh aangal ka..lolzzz!!! well lyf is gud nman ..loz 4 da meantym..i bet im seyin dis and watch 2mora i get sum shiitty dai and end up getiin bad luk..as usual dat always hapens 2 me..bkit kya...neways basta im overly majorly hapzz 2dai!! haha...single and satisfieD....aint lukin but aint closin for opurtunities HAHAH WELCOMING BA??!!! lolzzz d nman..i mean cum on im 18 hahaah!!!im livin 2 da fullest..oh ABSOLUTLi!!! i feel bad for sumfin im doin....pero uno wat...wateva nlng cguro...give anD tke nman eh...ok u lot probly readin dis probly tikin..dis gash has gone mad WAT DA HEL IS SHE ON BOUT...u no wat am gona sai..LOZ I AGREE!!!!! i avebut in a gud way...im jus expresin my happy hypie..2 ol u lots initzz nah im just hyped cos im hapz...lolzz....kip smylin is my moto...cos frownin gives u wrinkles...haha wouldnt wna get da grey hairs so early in lyf now d ya?hahah nah seriousli...im tlkin BARE crap haha!! so i beta dash off and get on wiv my IT COURSEWORK..YESS LAST SECTION E3 EVALUTAION DESIRED EXTENSIONS hahah!!!full detail p noh??!!lolzz mwahzz 2all..jush remeba...kip SMYLIN!!!LIF IS sHORT ..LIVE iot 2 da fullest COS U ONLY LIVE ONCE!!!! ps dat pic is edited my myhomeboi daniel..hahah...lolzz im ballarete!!!BRAP!!! haha

hay naku...dang well wat dya no..nand2 anaman ako sa soundlcik eh!!!!lololzzzzzz d2 ko lang na sasabi lhat nang nsa utak ko kc lam ko ala nman DAPAT mkbasa welll....yung mnga chismosos and well da peeps ill probli be tlkin bout lololzzz.!!!! hayzzz gosh ktapos lng nang debut ko last week..heheh enjoyed myself tlga as in sobwaaa...so cute....lolzz lhat nang mnga roses ko sobrang nervous eh wahaha..nanga2tog sa takut wahehehe!!!lololzzz all of difrrent height lhat lolzzz 6 footer p yung isa hahaha hayiiezz....pero kung 22usin happy momentosss nman xia!!!! hayzzz bout luv lyf nman...ayoko na...welll is dis dumb...brek n kami nang wait nang 3 moths dba...pero we act as if kami pero...my head says geezzz he cheated on u....he lies 2 u....he doesnt listen 2 u and he dpoesnt care bout u ...ur so dumb y u even seein him pa???r u stupid ( yung mga close best frends ko n may alam r lyk seyin...how dyou do dat...if dat was me...no way id enva wna c dat creep agaen...bkit ako dko kya yun gwin..at da begining i admit i did...)..pero hayzzz e2ong puso nman n toh...no no no dont let go...hayzzz BUHAY!!!!! AYOKO NA....sumtym n icip ko bkit ko p ba xia n meet.... i no ilan months n yun gnwa nya skin...pero dang lst nyt umiiyak nanaman ako eh..lolzz i no im such a babay pero u no pag naiicip mo at na iimagine mo yung gnwa nya shet ang skit..pang pinaglaruan k lang eh...tapos tanga tanag ko nman....soo gud in da realtionship...big todo pag mamahal tapos dang.. IS DIS AT PEOPLE HU GIV A DER LOVE 2 SUM1 DESERVE???!!! i mean wat da fuk.....talk about luv no....ganyan ba pagmanhal mo skin??? ayoko na...i wANt 2 distance n fROm him...but geezzz i feel lyk i cant do it!!! BKIT GNUNZ...EASIER 2 SEY AND THINK IT BUT SOOOO FUKIN HARD 2 DO.... I NEED MOTIVATION....loolzzzz kc namn eh...WHY DID HE HAVE 2 DO DIS 2 ME....BKIT...CGURO MGANDA YUNG BABAE N YUN.....lololzzz...maybe shes jus bare flirty..he jush couldnt say no 2 it...hahaha gosh a part of me reali hate him lyk helll lyk worst enemy ko xia but obviousli i still luv him!!!! gosh and OMG ....afat he did dat nagaaway n nga kami...he he even had da fukin guts 2 meets up wiv anoda girl..i mean cum on talk bout im sori and i wont do it agen and he does dat..i no meet lng yun..pero pag xia nga kausap ko ibang lalaki na gagalit n xia eh...meet p kya..is he serous...lolz i mean am i serous...am i putin a blind eye....am i being numb or am i doin dis carrying on as if all is ok becoz of love??!!! fuk....i hate him 4 wat he did....i wna 4get it but icant....and tlk bout tryin 2 make up 4 it...but he jush kips pushin my boundaries 2 far na....he aint chnagin for da gud 2 make it up but lalong lumalala ...hayzz i hate u so much!! i ahve 2 change..i ahve 2 distance..pra skin...respeto ko nman sarili ko dpata diba??? puro xia nlng inicip ko eh...hayzz 18 na....adult na...i beta act lyk one!!!