Sugar
@sugarNspice1234
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northwest, il USA
Joined Sep 9, 2007
I was born on February 21, 1980. I grew up in northern Illinois, had many fucked up relationships, "loved" and lost, I grew up with a strict mexican father, a beautiful (motherly) older sister, a bad ass younger brother that would tell everyone he was older than me and would protect me as his little sister, a loving, understanding, mother that struggled everyday of her life. I haven't met anyone in this world as amazing as her. We all had a crazy chapter in our life but all of that made me a stronger woman. I have a 6 year old son that will be 7 in November. He is my love, strength, and reason for waking up every morning. Without him Id be lost in this crazy world. I am a bartender at night and photographer during the day. You can see my portfolio at www.myspace.com/perfectimage_
My hobbies are photography(my passion, and my therapy),working out, golfing with my son, playing cards, going to the skateboard park, just bought my son his first mini-bike, next is a dirt bike... maybe a 4 wheeler we will be starting a class to learn Kick Boxing...etc for self defense, and self discipline. My son understands that its not Ok to start a fight but it is ok to finish it.. I'd rather him know how to defend himself and know whats out there, ill never lie to him about life, and i will try my hardest to teach him to be book smart and street smart. Its not an excuse for my "dis functional life".. (I haven't seen shit compared to some people. God gave me what i could handle).. Its ReaLiT
My Music
3 songs ·
3 artists
Oct 5, 2007
I'm OK (written by: CHRISTINA AGUILERA, LINDA PERRY) Once upon a time there was a girl In her early years she had to learn How to grow up living in a war that she called home Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room Hoping it would be over soon Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK I often wonder why I carry all this guilt When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more" Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday It's not so easy to forget All the marks you left along her neck When I was thrown against cold stairs And every day I'm afraid to come home In fear of what I might see there Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love you gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK I'm OK