The pain it takes me to a place where i can rest and memories are erased a peaceful calm the sands of time runs through my fingers and through my mind as i relax and drift away minutes to hours hours to days i begin to forget who i am and who i was only the pain and what it does and when im lost inside my head do i know that i am dead

I am not your ordinary person...Because I write...I write for those seconds that u take 4 granted...I write for those minutes that u never seem to notice pass by...I write for those hours that u sleep through all day everyday...I write through those years that u want 2 pass by just so u can have a meaningless birthday...I am not your ordinary person...because I am that voice that sways your mind from time 2 time but everlastingly there...but when u need me, I am not there and u think it's not fair because I put me before u and as the saying goes...I am not your ordinary person...cause I speak up in my view as a perspicuously driven perpetual not sexual thinker...as I move through the phases in my life dazed and persuaded into thinking wrong is right and right is wrong...Thoughtless as I am not your ordinary person...See my cotour is confounded into being the conscience of consequence...I am not your ordinary person...im not the one being condemned and commit crimes to b conformed as another...but as a brother from another father and mother...as I masquerade through the jungle of comradery...Am I still your ordinary person...?

I Brush My Teeth 5 Times a Day I Use Crest Mouth Wash 5 Times A Day I Dislike BET*, And People Who Alwaya Try 2 Be Funny I Don't Like When People Get Recognition 4 Things They Didn't Do I Take 5 Showers A Day I Don't Intend To Be Funny I Love Astronomy I Want 2 B A Pro. Driver, Pro. Basball Player, Or Pro. Soccer Player I Don't Intend 2 Hurt People.......It Just Happens I Am Not A Quiet Person I Notice Every Little Thing I Hear U All The Time I Just Might Not Say Anything Technically I Am Indian I Intend On Taking Over Yahoo{I Need A New Name So Give Me Some Ideas} I Absolutely Love *Monk* I Sing The *Monk* Theme Song 32 Times Everyday I Wear A Size 12 Shoe I Am 5'10 I Weigh 143{I Have Gained Weight Noo} I Am a Virgin{There Is Some Stuff U Just Can't Count} I Hate When People Say "OOOOO Let Me Pop That Pimple" My Hair Grows In That Pattern{So Stop Asking Me How I Got It This Way} I Love Pie I Wash My Hands Frquently Lotion Is A Major Priority I Eat Candy Once A Week I Love Pronouncing The Spanish Word {La Familia} I Don't Mind Crying Without A Reason Feet Disgust Me Unless They Don't Look Diseased{Maybe Not} Favorite Line {"Boo Ya"} I Have The Deepest Level Of Sleep {4} Yet I Can Only Sleep 8 Hours But Never 8 Hours At A Time I Hate Being Lonely I Love Poetry!