It occurrs to me as this daily stuggle of so called life there is always time to remember those lost to the essence of time. For as I approach my death, i realize that truly they are the... I wait kindly to tell God that He is Right!!!(Every structure of life has an Architect!!!)

I find myself surrounded with the people I love and i just wanted to say that even if I don't know you..should you ever look at this pityful blog, from human to human I Love You. There is enough hate in the world lets spread a lotta Love.

I haven't checked to see if anyone reads my blogs. Especially since this is only my second blog. Then it occurred to me that I dont normally go to see any other person.Maybe I will but in the mead time, works still stressful, but nothing I can't handle. I start at Giovannis today. I'm glad. My brother is here and I glad of that as well anyway Gotta go.

KJinda chillin listenin to Premonition by 2NdMouse. Woek is kinda annoying because I already under that humans aren't to work. This is our best example of how we let power overtake our purpose . Our purpose is to live life happiulky as possible and BREED LOVE. Love is I believe everything or action that benefits someone else friend or foe. I have always felt that this was our purpose, (not to influence anyone in any way). I guess i should tell anyone who see this a little about me. I am a 24 African American male who love philosophy second to my Lord Jesus, whose infinite wisdom philosophy will never penetrate. I am a Waiter at Ruby Tuesday in Athens, Al, off I-65. Don't get me wrong I love working, but I Hate the necessity thereof because I've always loved helping people. I have a lovely wife Kathryn Alexander, whom I shall never part. My past is bad up til her and thus irrelevant to my testimony. But I truly LOVE everyone with the right that everyone has only ONE life so why not try loving thru it. Its easiest to hate because ignorance is the easiest disease to catch and the hardest to get rid of. So after all my sadness and woe and self torture, I thought; Why not annoy myself with being sad as long as I stay happy and help others attain theirs!! I am Not a Messaih nor do I pretend to be. I am but a Man like any other living organism here. Anyways, I've been listening to IDM and trip-hop for years now. My favs are Wagon Christ, 2nd Mouse, Breakbeatpimp, Aphex Twin, Tom Jenkinson, and Squarepusher( the last two are the same guy... he he). I also love Classical, Jazz and Contemporary R&B. I don't go to college although i would love to. (I know its a bad excuse but NO TIME my son is coming and my daughter just left me{lived from 11/24/06-died06/19/07 God Bless Her}). Anyways I gotta go til later, Bye.