Hi folks, havent been here for a long time due to many reasons, also I have been sick and in hospital. I have taken a desicion that I will probably only sing and produce songs as demos, where other people if interested can buy my music for using it themselves. I am 48 years, and I cant afford to make a real studio demo now, also a lot of other issues around me. I hope all of you will understand. Have a great autumn and lets see what i may create ahead. :-))) My Best to you all, Sivan

...that I now will get a little respect for all I have done and already given, for the one I love,(he loves me too) and for the adult desicions I make in life. Let us breath. 900 days of main pain (and before that too) is enough. Please stop. I will continue my music production, it is my life, the only life I have Thanks, Sivan

I HAVE REACHED THE FINAL OF ACCEPTANCE I have had enough of pain now, only God can care me the rest of the years I have left, I dont know how sick am I? Will I die soon, for real? I often cry, and i wonder even though i am strong. Do I have cancer out of all this? Do I suffer brain damages for life? How is it with my kidneys?? With a low income, very low,7500 sek/month I am fighting and buying tests for the blood sugar, so far it is ok. As an addition to this some have tried to claim underlying, that I have to get along with a forreigner, can it be him? The doc? My x? All are they in this group at facebook, thats my theory. Give me my rights back, my dreams, my name, and last but not least my reputation. I worked with last I had , my voice and my creativity. The music is mine, mine, mine. I would never dream about stealing songs from others. Me and my girls so well deserve to live a calm life. I dont think I ever can work anymore in Sweden, I also suffer fibromyalgia according to the doctors, that they have admitted. I think it was a scale 8/10, or 10/12 or something like that. Soo....I am not ok at all, physically. I love YOU my SWEDISH radio host 2010 (22-02), I never forget you, never, believe me. My fans, I love you too, and believe, this is really me writing. The last I did in facebook in January, was to change my profile pic to my driving licence, a new one, the other one is gone from the apartment one night when I slept (still valid at the dates, but closed by the authorities). Just me and my daughter was at home..I used it at night before I went to sleep, put it back to my wallet, and in the morning it was gone. The door out was locked,,,so?? Not long ago I saw a cached site on google on the driving license, so I know it was there...now it does not work from my computer. Well, as all can see, I dont have much power left to write now...but as all my sites closes down of any strange reason just after I have updated them....I thought I had to tell as much as possible. (I wont change any ID folks,to become my mum, 70 years, I am keeping what has been most important in my life, to be accepted as Sivan, to be ME) Last, I refer to one of my blogs, still open (the swedish one I have to retireve new login for) http://sivansweden.blogspot.com Love, Sivan

Darling, PA, onefm.. from 2010 (22-02) , I cant forget you, so dont mind about the things I wrote in the blog at sivansverige.blogspot.com, I was tired of waiting and i was...and I was....I am not perfect dear :-) Things are happening around and I am having a hard time to cope with all pressure and all the things around sometimes. BUT I have certainly kept my things you said, "keep on walking".....thats good for me. Even though some may not like it (:P), I love you, and this night I downloaded your photo again, to the desktop...I am still "your little girl"...even though I am a woman. Where are you today, whee are you working? I miss you, tried to send a message to the radio to play Take Thats and "upon a star" or what the title is, I love this song. Soon I am 47, and like a little girl when I look at your pic, there is something with this pic, it looks like you smile at me from time to time, a good taken picture :-) I cant sleep if I dont say I love you , so now I do :-) "Krama dig" with Björn Skifs will be the pillow tonight...hihihi Hope to see you soon... Psssttt......I havent been on facebook since January 2012, I cant reach it yet, even 3 of my gmails have been locked and I got one of them opened up today mars 25 2012, the other two I will try to get fixed soon. I havent used them either, in a long time... I can never forget you...;-) Sivan Love, Sivan

I went out to get a Free Wifi, just want to say you are my Halleluja, not this arabic man, I have to go, they dont leave Me alone....Police dont help Me as it seems. I will try to move to Malaga, or Alicante baby, come there, come to Me, dont mind about them, we can Do it. I am 46, you are in my age rang, we love each other, we Believe, we are one. They have via this server Halebop 2G, and mixed up halebop 3g taken over my phone. My computer also destroyed and they are using voice detections and voice recognitions to make People Believe I am saying bad things about you and others. They are about to steal my ID, this all is my theory, as all seems to happen to Me. All I ever wanted was you and to make Music, my Christian Swedish radiohost at onefm.se, during 22-02 2010. I love love love youuuuuuu. Psst, they have tried to (theory) take over my facebook too. IF I AM NOT HERE, IN FACEBOOK, THEY ARE AKING MY NAME. I DONT WRITE BAD AND DIFFERENT THINGS, IF SO THEY FAKE IT VIA VOICEDETECTOR, thats true!!!! I love you /Sivan