TIME AFTER TIME I TELL MYSELF THAT WHAT IT IS IS WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE BUT SOME HOW SOME WAY MY HEART CANT BELIEVE THAT SEE, CUZ I WAS SLUNG INTO THIS BULL'S SHIT FROM DAY ONE AND AINT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HIT ME, TRYING TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER BUT AINT HAVE ENOUGH STRENGTH WIT ME, I CONSTANTLY TRIED TO HIDE AND NEVER WANTED TO BE SEEKED FOR I HAD DONE SOMETHING SO BAD THAT NOT EVEN TO MY BEST FRIEND COULD THIS AT FIRST BE LEAKED, I WAS ALWAYS THE GOODY ONE NEVER ONE TO BE BREAKING CODES, I WAS THE ENCHANTED ONE WITH ONLY THE BEST OF THE BEST OF GOALS, AND HARD WORKING ME USED TO BE ABLE TO REACH THEM UNTIL THIS SHIT STARTED TO UNFOLD, AND THE UGLYNEST OF MY SITUATION WAS NOW GRIPPING A HOLD, I COULDN'T EVEN TURN MY BACK ON IT AND SAY NAW I DON'T REALLY FEEL THIS WAY, CUZ AFTER WITNESSING HIS PRESENCE, I FELT THAT SHIT EACH AND SINGLE EVERYDAY, SOME HOW I WANTED THE ILL FEELING TO LEAVE BUT IT INSISTED ON ME LETTING IT STAY, THOUGHT I'D BEABLE TO SAY NO, BUT INSTEAD OUT OF MY MOUTH CAME THE WORD-OKAY..........