Abtik Latik
I Am Stupid
Dec 2, 2008
How would you feel if someone calls you stupid? Someone you least expects it from?
Ouch!
If I am stupid, what are you then?
Share
Post comment
Like
Lost
Nov 2, 2008
These past few days, I have been in a total mess - physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I am in a state where I don't know about anything anymore. Everything seems so dark and bleak. I am at a total lost.
I am struggling to overcome this state I'm trapped in to.. I have been trying to find, reflect and rediscover myself. But all efforts are futile. Hopes are lost. I am exhausted and drained.
What pains me the most is that I hurt the person who means the world to me. She had been my rock and my source of strenght. Sad to say, with my present pedicament, I hurt her. I let her down. Worst, I pushed her away.
I don't know. My heart is so heavy that I could hardly breath. I am in pain. It is only myself to blame. And I will regret this. I am sorry.
"Mo Chroi, ta gra agam duit."
Share
1 comment
Like
I am not complaining.
May 19, 2008
I haven't been in the best of health lately. It has been deteriorating from day to day. I don't know. Maybe this will be my last blog; maybe not. Whatever lies ahead, I find comfort in the knowledge that something great awaits. A place where pain is only a whisper. More than that, it will vanish.
I am not complaining of the ordeal that I am in right now. Who am I to complain anyway? This has a purpose. Everything does. I just have to be patient. I just have to reflect inorder to unearth that purpose. I am facing this with all the hope and courage I could muster. And of course, with prayers.
I have a great life. I enjoyed every moment of it. Be it positive or negative, I am grateful. I have been bestowed with all the good and bad things life can offer and throw at me. With that, I AM BLESSED.
*****
Next week, i'll be going to my "gas chamber" and will be operated upon. I have been informed of my chances. Regardless, I will always have a smile on my face and proud to say, " i lived a great life."
Share
1 comment
Like
I Am On A Journey
May 19, 2008
I am on a journey. A journey towards the unknown; a journey towards uncertainty. I don't know what lies ahead and I don't care what awaits for me. Nevertheless, I don't want to find out. I will just let it be. That's the beauty of life. It is full of mysteries .The more I am embracing it. The more I appreciate it. The more willing I am to take this journey.
Share
Post comment
Like
