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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #4,382
Peak in subgenre #2,292
Author
Project A
Uploaded
August 09, 2010
Track Files
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 3:49
Story behind the song
Some "friends" of mine from the past screwed me in the past, and i thought it was time for them to hear, that i wasn't alright with it then, but now they're out of my mind.
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Have you ever felt fear
of talking to those you're near
and if i'm in that situation, again
when i need back-up, would then
Would they show me their support?
or would they just screw me again?
And then the day after tommorrow
Ask if we could "still" be friends?
Would i answer yes of course
i mean it's only 10th time
you screw me when i need help
so yeah, everything is fine
And hey
i don't need no apology
cause i'm a fighter
so that's not my priority
But i guess it's because
it is always like the same
you know i'm sorry
i feel so ashamed
i didn't help you
when you needed me the most
if i say i'm sorry
will you still call me your bro?
nah i wont
you may not screw me again
i'm sending letters to the past
to tell you now i got friends
You know the real ones
the ones in whom I can trust
the ones where saying you're sorry
it aint even a must
[Chorus]
This is my letter to the past
.. i'm back
I'm up stading
and I aint like you on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
yeah, it's my letter to the past
you know, i'm back
I'm up stading, not on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
[Verse 2]
So no apology from me
no apology from you
Because the quality of me
aint there if i'm not spittin' true
I wont think of you again
you're completely gone away
Cause the only thing you did
was blocking my light ray
first time i got to town
you made me look like a clown
i believed i was spittin
and you just sat, laughed and trippin
on this tiny new boy
thinking what a douche bag
and the only thing i thought
"Is he really not fag?"
But then you came to me
cause you were losing friends
i never had one of those
so i thought "What the hell?"
But then there was this situation
it was friday night
We was chillin in the street
but some thugs wanted a fight
i wasn't ready
but i thought "Neither can you be"
and then i turned my back
you ran away from me
And there is more
but i don't really have time to explain
so i'll take my time
and write my blood in pain
[Chorus]
This is my letter to the past
.. i'm back
I'm up stading
and I aint like you on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
yeah, it's my letter to the past
you know, i'm back
I'm up stading, not on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
[Verse 3]
With blood, sweat and tears
i think about the years
where i believed i had a friend
because of all the time we spent
together,
and i guess it's now or never
to tell you there aint much hate
but there aint no love either
i mean if there's no hate
and there's not even (some) love
then what the hell
are we fighting for?
but well i guess i did not
fight for motherf*** ing nothing
i just said okay
i understand you were afraid
cus i just had the need
of calling someone my mate
so i did
i just kept accepting all the hate
that filled me up
and killed me from inside
and i never had the thought
"What about my pride?"
but in the last episode
of our time together
i found out
it was now or never
i had one chance
to say i don't need your help
b*** , i hate you
you can go f*** yourself
[Chorus]
This is my letter to the past
.. i'm back
I'm up stading
and I aint like you on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
yeah, it's my letter to the past
you know, i'm back
I'm up stading, not on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
This is my letter to the past
.. i'm back
I'm up stading
and I aint like you on crack
Now who's the loser?
You're the loser
i'm the chooser
and guess what i'm back
yeah, it's my letter to the past
Okay, i lied
i f*** ing hate you f*** ing fag
Now who's the loser?
You're s
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