Lyrics
**Removed From Original Writing
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Look...
I know...
That... You wont like hearing this...
But uh...
Just let me finish... before you say anything...
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(Verse)
Im never gonna sit, here and tell you how true...
That it is i miss, us i would never hurt, you...
- Never meant, too i dont think we_, did...
I remember every-thing i cant just leave, this...
- Everyday, I remember little bits...
And right than right, there a little bit of me, slips...
- Fade away, like i gave away some-thing...
Than i really wonder, if you could ever love, me...
- Seeing you, seeing me how i use, to be...
Just makes, me feel so stu-pidly...
And everyday, ima give my best...
And - ima prove to, you with all i possess... That...
- I will, be - I can, be...
Someone you can trust, you dont gotta understand, me...
You dont gonna say, one word i know...
Maybe one day though, we can change and grow... Dad...
(Verse)
I aint gonna blame, anyone for this...
And - I aint name, anyone for this...
Alot of things happ-ened for better - or worse...
And - you and i know, that it hurts and it burns...
And it turns and it twists, over stressed and pissed...
And - i dont follow, the word but understand, the gift...
- Thats my, choice never was it alter-ed...
By things that me and you, did - it was at the alter...
- When i told, god i was better off...
And im sitting here now, sort of feeling like im not...
And i miss that smile, - Made worthwhile...
Days like this, just build and pi_le...
- My life, just seems so empty...
*And im trying* to reach, out *but i guess it doesent* help, me...
You dont gotta say, it - it shows...
Maybe one day though, i can come back home, dad...
(Bridge)
It Just, feels like...
I cant, breathe right...
I need, my life...
Changed, - For better or worse...
And days -, Prolly never be the same...
And they -, try to tell me itll change...
But I just, cant see...
Anything good, in this life for me... Dad...