Lyrics
[Verse 1]
She's beautiful but she's lost in grief,
not a lot to speak, on, wronged, it's cost her peace
of mind, war of words in her head & talk is cheap,
we stawrt to speak I'm tryna sweep her off her feet,
sayin' we ought to meet, we hit it off, I'm aweful weak,
in this, I was winless now I've caught this preeze,
I mean prize, I'm surprised I gotta cop the plea
but when the talk gets deep, I feel her knots decrease,
crossed her knees, movin' too fast she's gotta stop & leave,
now I've lost some sleep, new shirt witta watered sleeve,
she see's it bothers me but I get no face to kiss,
while I'm tryna keep it cool like the basement gets,
I was bait & switched, meanwhile I gave her gifts,
when she was down, gave my seat when there was no place to sit,
now she's about to make a trip, leave the state to live,
it's not easy to let go, 'least no more mistakes to give
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[Chorus] x2
Close your heart's shade... how much can I take,
had it left open now another marks made
It aint easy to let go so go before I break,
I will never beg... Close your heart's shade
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[Verse 2]
My objective was to lessen all this wack sh** ,
smoke a track with lyrics, you just smoke a glass dick,
makin' a classic but average raps get mastered,
so if it don't come back like elastic f*** a hat trick,
this the last kiss, The Last Withdrawal,
start the castin' call when the Trace casket falls,
ball... kiss my ass til your lips are chapped & all,
blow me, you can start with the tip like basketball,
either attack or recall, be brave, I'm mentally drained,
tryna smile but gain little joy down memory lane,
hennesy paints my kidneys, it gets me off the focus,
but in my head's the stress that gets me claustrophobic,
I'm nautious, loaded, obnoxious, devoted to the game,
erroded all I've gained, stayin' too close to this pain,
Insane it's made me, maybe I'd be lost in all the wealth,
kick back, I'm-a lie down and draw the chalk around myself,
I'm done!
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[Chorus]
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[Verse 3]
I gotta hang up the phone, pay cuts I'm prone,
pay stubs is gone, face up in a zone,
eventhough I'm alone, I'm stone - can't break or crack,
but I gotta face the back, the facts from my angered past,
feels like an anchors cast, I can't move beyond point,
even with a strong poise, I'm movin' with the wrong joints,
they say, I may, agree but this from the heart,
so f*** it's under radar, an artist from the start,
is what I am & this is hemp from a farmers field,
soon you'll steal this to pick u up when you hardly feel,
discard the seal, I leave this open but I'm holdin' my release,
my peak and nobody has been controllin' how I speak,
peace, and in hindsight I'm leavin' when the times right,
'cause even if I rhyme tight I don't wanna be in the limelight,
it's my life and it's hard to see when it shines bright,
so... close your hearts shade and pull the blinds tight
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[Chorus]
Close your heart's shade... how much can I take,
had it left open now another marks made
It aint easy to let go so go before I break,
I will never beg... Close your heart's shade
I said...
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[Outro]
That's it
Goodbye, Everybody Goodbye
this was the Last Withdrawal
