VTZ made this real emotional, intense beat... so I ran with it. I originally wrote this like 4 years ago about a girl in HS I was trying to be with, then I changed up the lyrics after a recent break up.
The Phlame
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Lyrics
I never should have tried!
Bridge In:
I was sending flowers to your front door
Staying up in the morning til about four
I got to wonder what, this was all for
I’m just trying to find, some peace of mind
Chorus(): x2
Never should have tried, but I had to
‘cause I had to know, if I could ever have you
Sorry if let you, down, I couldn’t pass you by
Yeah I’m tired of crying, but I had to try
Verse1:
So what should I do
When I’m tired of trying
Tired of lying
To myself, telling myself
That you’ll be mine
And I’ll be fine
All I need is time
And to believe in what’s in my
Heart and my mind
When I’m starting to cry
How can I halt what I’m
Feeling under my pride
When I wonder if I
Wasn’t good enough for you
Or versa vice
Besides verses I write
All I can do, is miss you
And curse the nights
With words in my
Mouth, runith out
Until they surge in lines
Somebody call a surgeon I
Need a new body clock
This one ain’t running right
I think that somebody stopped
It, because it was beating
For all the right reasons
But for the wrong person
It was hurt with no healing
Murdered my feelings
All the while, Running on lies
That I fed to myself
While I was trying to survive
And I!
Chorus(): x2
Never should have tried, but I had to
‘cause I had to know, if I could ever have you
Sorry if let you, down, I couldn’t pass you by
Yeah I’m tired of crying, but I had to try
Verse 2:
After all that’s happened
It’s dawning on me
There isn’t anything
I can conjure up to be
The one thing, that’s the one something
To switch whatever ain’t switched to get
You to be the one, fallen for me
It’s finally clicking upstairs
I can’t make something from nothing
If it just ain’t there
But it just ain’t fair
hey, life’s like that and
Since when do you care’
If you get a knife in the back
I keep digging the hole deeper
When I fight back
And for once, I’m thinkin
I would like to be liked back
You say it’s not like that
Even though we didn’t make it
How it is, that’s how it is!
And I can’t change it
So now I face it
Not knowing what’s right or wrong
Saying that I’m done
Dragging a box of songs along
Behind me, with these tears in my eyes
Remembering why
Music is my sanity line
And I!
Chorus(): x2
Never should have tried, but I had to
‘cause I had to know, if I could ever have you
Sorry if let you, down, I couldn’t pass you by
Yeah I’m tired of crying, but I had to try
Verse 3:
It’s kind of scary to think
If I was really relentless
And this is really love
Then what else could really end this?
Besides that four letter word
That earlier I mentioned
It’s scary to think all this
Was just senseless
All that losing my breath
When I got to see you
Even if for just a second
Is nothing in the end when
We both go our separate
Ways, does that mean
That it’s a waste
and my commitment
And un-kissed kisses
Are going to die
As my foolish wishes?
The stupid dreams of a dreamer
Dreaming of a princess
I knew this would ensue
But I fought until the last straw
Broke through my heart
And closed my jaw
I talked ‘til I could talk
No more, I walked
The line so many times
I GREW UP on that jawn!
Don’t know if I screwed up
Or if there was anything at all
Else I could have tried
‘cause I tried it all
DAMN!
Chorus x 2 ():
Never should have tried, but I had to
‘cause I had to know, if I could ever have you
Sorry if let you, down, I couldn’t pass you by
Yeah I’m tired of crying, but I had to try
Bridge Out:
Now when the last petal hits the floor
I’ll rest my heavy eyes on my last four
And if that last petal is not yours
I’ll close my eyes, at least I tried
I’ll close my eyes, at least I tried
I’ll close my eyes
I found peace of mind
‘Cause atleast I tried.
