Not Me (2009) :::FREE MP3:::
Realest song I've ever wrote PERIOD! Sinima on da beat... LYRICS POSTED!!!!
DEF (Desmond Elias Ford) davyne (divine)
Story behind the song
Sometimes I trip on,
People who really wanna be me, when,
They don't even know who I am, I mean,
I barely know who I am, and,
I'm always changing, so,
Why not just be yourself, ya feel me!??
Lyrics
Deep in the abyss of my soul, I be shallow
Holier then thou, my, emptiness is hallow
Body running free, but my minds in the gallows
Tryna loosen, my noose, but, how though
No room, in my heart, like the valves closed
But still i search, tryna find an alcove
All alone on the stage as the crowd grows
Following like a ship, going everywhere my bow goes
But how can they know where I'm headed, when I don't know
Been wearing a mask so long my feelings won't show
Warm disposition but inside i be so cold
Search thru my morals you would see my virtues grow old
Feeling like a slave trader, with a boat load
Tryna be whole souled, but my hull sold
Like suicide I betchu'd trip off what my note told
But still they copy, cuz everything I wrote gold
Deeper then my image, what you see, is not, me x3
..........So tell me why you wanna copy?
I'm an actor, with no camera crew
No dressing room, no fancy food
No expenses paid, for the damage due
Got a chance, but I don't stand a clue
Looking in the mirror like "No, after you"
Ta get ahead myself, i'm gon have ta move
And I'm sorry but, one of us, has to lose
I'm just playing my part, in a cast of fools
But I'm the best at what i do, and the master rules
So gifted with the rhythm, how I capture blues
Running game, but it ain't cuz i got faster shoes
No illusion, my skills are my magic tools
Neva one to make decisions, when asked to choose
So much weight, on my shoulders, dat my back is bruised
Only cuz i've been a witness, why I pass the news
But when i hit em with them real, I leave the mass confused
Deeper then my image, what you see, is not, me x3
..........So tell me why you wanna copy?
Do you wanna be me, or who you think I am
Cuz I change and I'll be different when i leave this land
Some day soon, i'ma truly be a decent man
Keep my plan, but let go of my grief in hand
Treat myself, with the same love, I treat my fans
We can dance, just gimme like a week advance
I see and glance, even in my sleeping stance
"1 in a million", but I'ma beat my chance
Deeper then my image, what you see, is not, me x3
..........So tell me why you wanna copy?
