My Name is RTD, aka Ready to Die, Im from Mass, and i feel Rap as we now it is on life support. With Such Generic rappers, the art has been deluted. While i may not be the the one to save hip hop, i hope i can spark the mind that does. I Dont rap for money, i rap cuz i enjoy it. I Can express myself.
Lyrics
So bonds we make, and friendships we take
God forsakes, and the weaklings hate
I want to cry every night, when I close my eyes and see the sight
Of my own demise, where is the light,
I pray to jesus but he aint holla back
Try to be normal but they know im tapped
Chapters of my life are starting to end
The people that I loved leave, thats the trend
We was so close, but soon so distant
Took for granted what we had, how could I miss it
Thoughts of you make me smile, I reminisce it
People told me to take it slow, should of listened
And now youre just memory, faded and gone
Living in the past, cuz the future is the for the strong
And yet I Long to return to those happy days
Cant focus no more cuz I lost my way
All I ask that is you dont forget me
Tried to say good bye, but fate wouldnt let me
And now the present begets me to stay so empty
The sin to lie and say I dont care always tempts me
In a year or two, well forget we exist
And that scares me more then anything, lifes a b***
Why does change have to change my life
Why does everything have to happen over night
Im afraid of adulthood, fleeting adolescence
What if I get the wrong message and lose my essence
Sit here thinking and as I write this sentence
My anguish flows deep, I hope you sense this
Its not right we have to fight to keep our future bright
And I dont have the sight to truly see wrong from right
I cant sleep at night, clench my blanket tight
I need you by my side and tell me itll be alright
And now youre just memory, faded and gone
Living in the past, cuz the future is the for the strong
And yet I Long to return to those happy days
Cant focus no more cuz I lost my way
All I ask that is you dont forget me
Tried to say good bye, but fate wouldnt let me
And now the present begets me to stay so empty
The sin to lie and say I dont care always tempts me
Look me in the eyes and tell me that you care
Promise we wont drift and youll stay right here
Tell me youll take my hand and never let it go
Tell me you love me, say it wasnt a show
I cant take it anymore, the what ifs
Tears running down my face, cuz ill miss
Everytime we ever smiled and laughed
How could I have hated the present and now miss the past
God please just let this last a little longer
Freeze time to allow me to get a little stronger
Take deep breath, yet still be windless
I just started how could this be finished
And now youre just memory, faded and gone
Living in the past, cuz the future is the for the strong
And yet I Long to return to those happy days
Cant focus no more cuz I lost my way
All I ask that is you dont forget me
Tried to say good bye, but fate wouldnt let me
And now the present begets me to stay so empty
The sin to lie and say I dont care always tempts me
