Old, Old song written from 2 years ago. Wrote it for someone that ended up screwing me over, again- thats how fate rolls the dice. I sorta sang in it. Haha!
Wassup. Nothing much on this end. I'm doing all this for fun and because I don't have much to do over here in Okinawa Japan. I still have a couple months left here on this island. I've been "trying" to do a bunch of my own stuff on my desktop and laptop for some time now. Special thanks to freerapbeats.com because I've gotten alot of beats from there. Other than that... hope you like. If you don't oh well.
Lyrics
It hurts like hell how I miss ya,
Im sorry boo I aint mean to diss ya.
Right now, I wish I could just be with cha.
Shit lifes hard with the absence of your face.
Damn, how could I forget the day to day chase.
Baby, how my tears you tried to erase.
Fuck Now why does it have to be me?
I feel it now, this cant be reality.
Your not here no more,
not by my side no more.
I wake up and your not there no more.
God what have I done to deserve this sore?
Help me- how do I succed so I can overcome this war?
It's hard but I gotta be strong.
It's love nigga how can one go wrong?
Fuck what if it isnt her song?
I sing (I love You)
Comon boo
This is (How I misss you)
(I wish you)
To be here right now.
To hug me and hold me and love me down- right now
Say you'll stay
Forever
Remember the promised that you'll leave me never?
Don't play- this aint the time for games
Such as your lies- like your wouldnt leave me.
I believed you- even though you might of cheated on me.
ya can't hide it- remeber it wasnt once, not twice but three.
The truth hurts- so do you love em over me?
Whats there? Somthing I didn't see
Is it really over now? Are you already tired of me?
Shit what does it mean when were supposed to be like we were meant to be?
Here? In my room drunk beated and free?
Now life all seems like nothing but misery.
SO much pain I feel as if I had enough.
Damn times slow now. Shits getting rough.
I gotta have it I gotta be tough.
My Hope sweetie- Come back and say wassup?
Where's my baby?
Why's life so crazy?
And I'm so Lonely.
You know, you didnt have to leave me here.
Cold, rainy drowning in my fears.
Picture it, shit you fucking another guy.
Damn, it hurts why can't I just die?
So many times, and fuck so many tires.
Shit, so many promises and so many lies.
Why? Why am I the one that hurt?
I didnt do shit and I'm feeling like dirt.
Remember? Me feeling up your skirt?
Or the day when took you out into the rain.
Baby, how I held you- and took away your pain.
You know? Wheres my thanks?
But damn my shots only shot out blank.
I'm tired, fucken E on the tank.
Too far- but I guess not enough.
It's gone now- disappeared like a puff.
Damn like a quick draw of the gun.
So quick to fucken run.
Fuck, don't cha think you should concieve.
Maybe, in me you'll believe.
Naw, you just worry bout how you'll live.
I ain't worried, I gave all I can give.
I already stopped trying to keep the dream alive.
I screamed all my cries.
Damn, and I'm still missing her.
Things all seen in blur.
I can't even stop to imagine.
All her sins.
Damn I didn't win.
laugh it away. Walk away. Cry all day.
But still I know that theres another way.
Where's my baby?
Why's life so crazy?
And I'm so Lonely.
Theres a quote consisting of three words,
but to find the definition of it, is to go through a million words.
It's like a needle in a haystack,
It's like a boy thats always got your back.
It's like a nigga slipping and falling back on track.
Such is hard to find now-a-days.
Always tripping for a girl thats got your ways.
But you beat her constantly when she strays away.
And you blame her cause she don't wanna stay.
The games not about bitches and hoes,
But about the wife that you dream to hold.
Caress her and care for her, thats how it goes.
You got flaws too- so let hers go.
And those precious words- let her know.
Just wait till yu wake and find her gone.
Now your on your knees pleading that your wrong,
you don't know what cha have until its gone.
Fuck, don't blame me.
But put it on your eyes that didn't see.
You had her heart AND the fucken keys.
But maybe- it just wasnt meant to be.
Where's my baby?
Why's life so crazy?
And I'm so Lonely.
