i climbed up a hill
and wound up in a valley
where time stood still
nothing was moving
my heart lingers still
though i know its unhealthy
but its easy to be still
there is no difficulty
maybe someday
ill be rid of all this fear
its paralyzing and it keeps me rooted here
maybe someday god will shine back down on me
but untill then ive nothing to believe
is it failure or sucess
or am i just afraid
to be happy
im a kind and talented kid
i just wish someone would notice