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Peak #2,733
Peak in subgenre #1,329
Author
ThoughtProcess
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ThoughTProcesS AKA FerventJester
Uploaded
November 12, 2008
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 3:51
Lyrics
Beat: Rockitproductions - last stand
"Invisible"
[intro:]
A person's unwillingness to conform to social norms
is viewed as a brain disease
and must be treated through behavioral modification techniques
until his behavior conforms with the social standard...
[verse 1:]
Now Rewind back to the days of elementary school
the days when teachers thought they could be very cruel
pickin on those kids that weren't payin attention
My first grade teacher thought she'd teach me a lesson
But in my mind I was impulsive and rage-driven
cuz I felt caged in feelin pressure to change within
till she held up my graded work that i did in class
she blasted it and cut it down as everyone laughed
fifth grade wasnt much better with a substitute teacher
daily condescenction from her - but i dispute creatures
fury surged through my veins pointing with disdain
i kicked my desk over - untamed and unashamed
profanity peppered the room in a decadent doom
my insanity tore at her humanity in a panicky bloom
all eyes are fixed on me as i look at this mystery
starin like im a suspect and she's the victim see/ im just
[chorus:]
invisible - it's why im so cynical, makes me clinical
makes me an animal, no misses this is the goal//
invisible - no, so divert your eyes to beneath the shirt
while im goin berzerk - you don't even see the hurt//
[verse 2:]
Not lookin for sympathy, pity or even compassion
not even a little payment for when i cash in//
I can be the best friend of your's or your worst enemy
in middle school it started - they began sendin me
they were so cold their kindness was a small teaser
when they screamed "Et tu, Brute! Then fall, Caesar!"
the group i felt safest with turned their backs on me
is all of it just irony or a classic tragedy//
lookin for another group of friends that I could trust
I would lust after security - all it'd take is a good gust
to blow away my dreams I had so much anger it seems
walkin behind those feinds - not knowin what it means
when they'd look back at me whispering and joking
then suddenly scattered running away so provoking
stood there hoping i could catch one and start choking
their pride for stoakin the flame opening// making me
[chorus:]
invisible - it's why im so cynical, makes me clinical
makes me an animal, no misses this is the goal//
invisible - no, so divert your eyes to beneath the shirt
while im goin berzerk - you don't even see the hurt//
[verse 3:]
have you ever loved someone so much bein apart
is an explosive fume, so you try fleein the spark//
but ignited by passion and thought you might had traction
no control over your actions in this short-sighted fashion//
I strangled my chances and mangled my advances
but i'm stronger than this, even with the dirty glances
Do you know frustration? When you must just say done?
wanting to just save one bit of dignity for fun
instead I got to police tantrums that were released
I was taken for granted while couples were at peace
See she always explained I didn't read her body language
If I would've done what she wanted it'd be painless
this time it's body language, next time is jealousy
bad wording and low self-worth -- plays this melody
till the music stops, the notes are her's in fair time
but as for me i'm always in relationships where I'm//
[chorus:]
invisible - it's why im so cynical, makes me clinical
makes me an animal, no misses this is the goal//
invisible - no, so divert your eyes to beneath the shirt
while im goin berzerk - you don't even see the hurt//
[Outro:]
Detachment
Can be alone and not be lonely
Has a lack of crippling guilt or shame
Enjoys himself without regret or apology
And has no unnecessary inhibitions
Is responsible for himself
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