Growing up and watching the years of abuse take its toll on my family. And watching the affect of a legal drug take hold of so many people I love. I knew in my heart at such a young age. I would never become an addict. 'll never fall to my knees. And go down the path that my family has. I've seen the fights and I've been a part of them. I'll never let that happen to me. Never! I swore an oath to myself. And nothing will ever make me think twice about my life long commitment. I swore an oath to myself. And nothing will ever make me think twice about my life long commitment. Never think twice!