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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #4,477
Peak in subgenre #2,454
Author
X Konn/Shadowville
Rights
Matthew Scott, 2008
Uploaded
October 26, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.3 MB • 128 kbps • 4:39
Lyrics
(Verse)
I watch life pass me by, tears rolling from my eyes//
Another day, another empty pocket, I wanna die//
Why the fuck do I feel this way? Is it real this way?//
Should I believe this way, is the realistic way?//
Hold my head in my hands, shaking from the pain//
Heart aching from the strain, basically I’m to blame//
I got attracted when attraction was limited//
Limitless, now I’m indigenous, feeling spiritless//
Has it left me, to take life by the hand//
I was told I had to be mature, nurture my inner man//
I’ve evolved, still feeling so alone//
Still searching for my home, I’ve never really grown//
I’m scared of what I might become//
Because I know what I can do, I know I’m dumb//
I might fuck up, any chance that I had with you//
It’s so true, but now even sun rises remind me of you//
(Chorus)
I waste my life, watching these rainy days//
Taking time to hate, myself, for what I became//
I haven’t got time for the good times, when every things bleak//
I wanna kill myself, but I’m just to weak//
(Verse)
I’m taking pills, tryna calm my nerves//
Tryna distress the pressure on my head, focus on why it hurts//
Take it away, I’m praying to take me away//
I can see the light, through the dark, of an endless day//
It’s the words that help the issues restrain//
Man, my paths laid plain, I even walk it in the rain//
Am I wrong? Am I right? Why am I losing sight//
Of the wrong, of the right, why the fuck do I fight?//
What am I fighting for anyway? Lose strength like day//
What makes it worse is, I don’t have any purpose//
Stuttering when I meet new people like I’m nervous//
My brain stinging as I try to rehearse this//
Constant conversation, what will I say to you//
What will I say, to actually make you//
Think, I’m not a bad guy, make you ask why I cry//
Why the fuck am I depressed when I stare at the night sky//
(Chorus)
I waste my life, watching these rainy days//
Taking time to hate, myself, for what I became//
I haven’t got time for the good times, when every things bleak//
I wanna kill myself, but I’m just to weak//
(Verse)
I’ve laid my life on the line, like a million times//
I make people laugh, but its blatant in my eyes//
Something deep down stings, breaks my heart//
When I look into your beautiful eyes, it’s that//
Sensation, that’s breaking, me into temptation//
But I gotta take it in my stride, indulge in patience//
If I met you at a better time, this would be the perfect moment//
To scream your name out, like I fucking own it//
That’s never the case, of a basket case//
I have facts ta face, I’ma bastard encased//
In a world fulla fellas with metal better than mine//
I’m feeling so remorseless, I wanna end this excuse of mine//
Fuck it, I like you, I gotta say it and pray it//
Don’t dictate hatred ta develop between faces//
I wanna see your face again, make you smile//
But we both already know, I’m far to much a child//
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