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My Name is RTD, aka Ready to Die, Im from Mass, and i feel Rap as we now it is on life support. With Such Generic rappers, the art has been deluted. While i may not be the the one to save hip hop, i hope i can spark the mind that does. I Dont rap for money, i rap cuz i enjoy it. I Can express myself.
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Roll over look at the clock, see what time is it
2:45 A.M.? lets give my mind a visit
Racing through memories from all points in life
Something that’s common when I don’t sleep at night
But its okay though, I’m use too it
Gives me something to do, it has some usefulness
Self reflection, a time to think
It might be talking to myself, but I don’t trust no shrinks
I’ve seen so many things in this life of mine
Some things that didn’t make sense, but then do with time
Some things to this day, I do not get
And so many, many things that I do regret
I’ve seen some friends up leave without saying why
But I can’t lie, I’ve stranded ones without saying goodbye
I don’t trust no one so I’m out to get mine,
And I do believe I’ve been stood up just one too many times
Seen girls take abuse from their man, but they still need ‘em
They cling by their side, and accept the beatings
Ask them the thought process they cant give a reason
Their man say things will get better, so they believe ‘em
I’ve seen homies get played by lying sluts
Get their heart broken by them more then once
All the bitch did was give them a touch
And the dude was so hooked he just could not have enough
But I know how they feel, ive been there before
I felt cheated, I thought I could love no more
And too some extent that has stayed true
But I pray to god that there’s someone who will take away my blues
Hope is what I got, and hope is what it takes
Cos honestly I don’t know how much more I can take
I’m a real big pessimist, opposite of a believer
Ironic thing though is that I am a big dreamer
When I do sleep at night my dreams are great
So much so that im upset when I awake
And I don’t know if that’s normal, but I’m being straight
But I will achieve my dreams no matter what it takes
Though I got nothing to lose, I have a lot at steak
I gotta stay real and avoid the fakes
And these thoughts just persists, they stay a while
Like how do we mange to cry inside and force a smile
I wish I took advice, go back and heed it
Since my heart is gone, how do I redeem it
I laying on the ground will you help me up
if we haven’t seen each other in years would still ask what is up
And if you would homie, then that’s what’s up
You know I got your back, but that’s been said enough
If I told you I loved you, would you love me back
Even though were best friends could you just look past that
Would you mind it if I kissed your cheek
Would that change what we have, would we no longer speak
Would you want to know, or should I hold it in
And if you did want me to tell you where would I begin
I’m being serious baby this aint a game
I wonder if you’d reject me or feel the same
Stuck in a situation I whish I wasn’t
And just cuz the rest of you’d hit it, don’t mean id fuck it
I wonder what past lifes were like
I wonder if I was the same, how I looked, what as my height
Wonder if I was happy or sad inside
I wonder if I was successful, and took some pride
I think stress is slowly killing me, but it made me who I am
So if it kills me in the process then I could give a damn
My eyes are feeling heavy, starting to slide down
Even the weight of the world couldn’t keep me awake now
Roll over, close my eyes, pull up the sheets
Now I can escape this world, just let me sleep
Get some rest for the coming day
Thoughts put to bed, for a while at least anyway
