Lyrics
So stress out I can't even think straight,
My mind just full of hate isn't this shit great,
Living life high speed so I got to slow it down,
Before I down myself, Leave my dead body on the ground,
So what do I do now, The devil laughing at me,
Can't say I'm really happy, Can't afford the time,
Write my rhymes, pay my dues, end up getting screwed,
So what the hell am I gonna do? I'm Isane
What Can I say I'm going krazy in my mind every fucking day,
Getting chase by the predator and I'm the prey,
Fuck the world! They don't understand me,
Don't want to disappoint my family, but some gonna despised me,
Close to graduation and It look like I ain't gonna make it,
Fuck it! Can't take it! Can't remake! So why even try!
Wanting to die with my middle finger high at the sky,
Gun at the temple of my head, pull the trigger, I'm dead,
These are the thoughts flowing through my head,
Tension riping my brain, In My mind In My Mind,
Going krazy all the time In my mind,
Contemplating suicide In My mind,
Sick of all the stress In My mind.
What Can I say, What can I do, I'm Losing composure,
Living life as a Lone world soldier,
Don't ask me how I'm living with this stress,
Hidden in a box deep in side my chest,
Lay to rest, Never to be disturbed,
Till I exploded Like a bomb,
So I got to stay calm, Relaxed
Sit back, ain't no time to attack,
Time to get back on track,
Easier said then done,
Got a long way to go,14 days,
Make a nigga going insane trying to concentrate,
Got girls on my mind, Heart beating inside,
But ain't gonna ask cuz I just get denied,
This is the shit I got to face, Can't take to much of it,
Mind telling my I'm a disgrace, So In just in case,
If I do die, Tell everybody what was going through my mind,
And how I hid everything deep inside,
Graduation failing In my mind In my mind,
Nothing but rejection In my mind,
Contemplating suicide In my mind,
Sick of all the bullshit In my mind.
Written By Despised and Beloved aka Gilbert Louis Maldonado Jr(May 16,2008)
