And I’ve lived my life…..
As a messed up child
Aware of thoughts not shared
You would’ve though they’d care
Not inspect and stare!
And I’m wasting time
Just thinking that I’m fine,
Just thinking that I’m fine!
I’m trapped inside,
This mind of mine
And I can’t find
No right nor rhyme
And I’m trapped inside
This mind of mind
Shelter I find
But only to decline
And they’re creeping by
These fragile eyes of mine
To hunt their smiles
To make them feel worth while
And waters I must shed
Flesh that they must bare
And skin that they must tear
How can I not care!
How can I not care?
And I’m just wasting time, wasting time, I’m just wasting time
Thinking that I’m fine, just thinking that I’m fine
Years gone by,
These eyes of mine
And shelter I find
But only to recline and I’ve
I’ve searched my kind
For a small sign
Of anger or fight
But still my pain resides!
Still my pain resides…..