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Peak #762
Peak in subgenre #399
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May 05, 2008
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Lyrics
on a peak I sit,
screaming at the sun
dreaming I could run
far far away from all of this
fists clenched, jaws tense and taut
voice is hoarse, and of course this hole of a souls raw
god
how LONG have I been standin' here?
all alone in this world
god you're speakin
but I just can't hear
my ears clogged with this fog
subtle noises seepin' through
to speak or to be heard
my voice needs to choose
I'm needin' a view
of something seperate from you
contemplating the damage
that one lesson can do
a message, a clue
invested in truth
infected with youth
the bane of options
seperate the
neck from the tooth
this worlds gonna bleed me dry
I ain't got a lot to give
but this life of mine is mine
and you can try to take it from me
at no peril but your own
fighting back this animal
but I'm feral to the bone
my terrible tones been honed
into something dangerous
unspeakable, indefinable
there is no name for it
it's just a dark aspect of me
a facet of dreams that broke off
into the sea
this affirmation of needs
is devestatin my knee's
gotta fix myself up
if only for the sake of the seeds
this relationship leads
to somewhere I ain't trying to be
talking myself into it
but I can see I'm lying to me
and what's worse than that
is I'm cursed to have
this naggin little shoulder angel
servin me bad
advice
it gets me mad in a trice
I live a fallable life
to ease the pain of my addictions
I'm snackin on vic's
and feelin' like I've got nothin to live for
a baby with his bottle, drunk, cuddlin this floor
too young to stick around, too old to run away
terrified at the prospect of another day
mingled scents of greatness and booze on my tounge
I stay drunk cause reality I choose to hide from
they've got me confined in the worst kinda way
I stay chasin' the sun, lookin for a kinder day
behind the gray, there's black and I'm sure of that
inI'm puttin the world down cause it's hurtin my back
what's the purpose of a purpose if your too nervous to see it
if your too nervous to see it, your too nervous to believe it
to worthless to feed it,
so you flee in hopes it won't take chase
but you're bleedin' and it's caught your trail
I catch the wind and take sail
to the memories past
crashin through the swells
I sentimentally laugh
I hear the stern crack
situated at the back of aft
madly trying to keep the ship
on track
but this bitch is goin' down
and I forgot my lifevest
this is sorta symbolic
of all my lifes tests
tryin to find a quiet spot
so I might rest
but I always seem to be caught
at the height of the tempest
if you hear these inaudible screams
scream yourself
just scream for the sheer fact
that screamin helps
all alone in the darkness
except for the rage my page is marked with
pardon me, but It seems I'm a bit off key
I'm serenading life
but despite my plea's
she won't listen to me
you can find me at the bottom of the well
callin for help
all the while diggin deeper into this personal hell
it's gettin hot in here
self deprivation searin my flesh
I'm hearin my death
it sounds too near
all alone in the darkness
except for the dignity
that I couldn't part with
I refuse to be a martyr
I try harder
force the feet forward
the animal inside feels cornered
I'm tryin to cotterize the wounds
but it's hopeless
I'm trying to climb back inside the womb
but it's hopeless
I'm runnin outta focus
I need a focal point quick
give me something to rely on
before I lose my lid
I'm so tired... My souls so weary
I'm tryin to see the sun
but the weathers always dreary
but let the rains come!
that's my sentiment
let em cleanse my sick spirit
and refresh my frienships
I'm not fearful
there's enough candles in my head
there's too many hero's
not enough damsels in distress
there's too many things to say
and never enough words
to get across what I'm trying to demonstrate
I can't placate myself, let alone the masses
but there's too many needy people,
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