Ive loved and lost and hated
sat starin contemplatin
why selfish acts flow fast through my head still
i needed failure just to find
its a beautiful life
truth told but its debated
belated and inflated
the weight of this one
is proving to much
so ill set it all down
cause ive got to get up
i waited so long just to find
its a beautiful life
we wear our problems proudly
but not to solve them soundly
like we are trying to get hurt
by things we should have learned
the situation youve created is so fucking complicated
so forgive me feeling jaded im really just elated
that im no longer tied to the lies that grace the tip of your tounge
cant you see this goes deep into me
but im fine cause
i sorted out my false pretense
cauterized and closed the ends
and learned that my new skin
though scarred and different
it defines who i am
a small reminder of the sins
and all the times that i should have died
i cant change anything so ill sing sweet lullabies
