Lyrics
So Im Askin, God,
Why Cant I live a better Life,
He says your listening to Jezebel,
Bt Im like, I,
Try Lord, I try, But being like you is difficult,
He's like your fighting but not with all your might,
Let go of the things so petty,
And you should be alright
I'm like,
I need to be straight up, Lord, With the way Im feelin its,
Pain Full, Heart Aching Tryna break away from this,
And not only that other that theres other things that Im dealing with,
And Im not unappreciative but this is killing me
Number 1, Preston spoke the truth,
God dont make no punks,
So I fight to seperate what I need from what I want.
I dont need this drink, but I know its what I want,
I didnt need to smoke, but thats something that Ive done,
I regret, not listening, to the holy spirit,
Mad cuz im convicted, But my anger is ridiculous,
wondering why, I cant live a better life,
But I already know why, Im just choosin to hide,
Im losing the relationship with God that I had,
Prolly started at the point I cussed out my Dad,
Kicked out of the House, Sorta felt like trash,
It didnt last, but its still my past,
And it keeps comming up, and I get real mad,
I wanna just grab, pull back and just bast,
Memories, Draw Fast, and its all to Sad,
And Im not tryna Complaign, But this is Bad,
I wuz raised in Burbs, So why must I curse,
it is so dumb, how in each and every verse,
first thing that comes to mind is a freakin curse word,
And I end up just replacing with some of type of verb,
And Next in a Relationship, WHat I get my self into,
You told me I was ready, wishin I aint listen to you,
complications, and so many women that I could pursue,
Huh, yea, Im still in it, ya I know its true,
Truth is I dont even know if shes that into you,
Even though She read more verses, than verses I spit to you,
But I still dont even know how often she even thinks of you,
Prays to you, talk to you, I truly wish its more than I do,
more with that, I need a chick who has my back,
thick thin, whatever, wherever I may be at,
I dont even know, how close she is to being that,
one by myside, and the one I call my wife.
Im strugglin with the ways of man,
All this temptations that I must with stand,
All this with the future, That I must plan,
But I will stop complaigning cuz its all in your hands,
But Lord Jesus, I repent for all my downfalls,
You know I struggle more than can put in this song,
So give me more strength, Despite What i do,
ANd I will pursue a better life in you.
All praises to YAHWEH. I give glory to GOD for you preacher. we must confess our sins (keep showing these people that example) the FATHER is pleased. Let HIM use you in JESUS name