Lyrics
Im so convicted lord,
Im afraid of leaving those worldly things behind,
Yet I want what you said you have instore for me,
Im tryna set my mind free, but the world has it in chains,
and I know im strong enough to break it without a key,
because my faith in you is stronger than anything.
Said I'd live my life like you,
Never thought it'd be this hard,
Now im back at stage one,
Im fightin everything I do.
Lord Im fighting everything I do,
Tryna live a better life,
tryna live my life like you,
its easier to say it right,
pray at night,
but is it strong enough to bind demons,
creepin into my bed and my dreams and,
seepin the seems of my defences
destroying almost everything,
Leaving me in vulnerable peices,
Tryna avoid the devils traps that he keeps on,
setting tryna pull back,
tryna keep me from gettin,
to the point in my life I want to be at,
and then I end up repentin in way to many raps,
I keep on retracting, it feels like I never can move foward,
on top of that, it feels as if I make execuses more and more,
I try to make a praise beat, I end up feeling convicted,
cuz it feels like im not being commited
cant even make a praise song with out wanting to stop,
because I feel as if Im failing you lord, and ive been caught,
At night, Im thinkin about it right now,
the same little things thats causin me to write down,
these words, the same problem that has cursed me since Im little,
Is the same little thing thats causin this rebuttle.
Lord I need your help to defeat it,
it gets harder and harder everyday tryna beat it,
Its that routine lord, My mind has been programmed,
Its just another habit and it needs to be broke now,
Im sick of being corrupted, with the virus that repeats it self,
One day without it, it comes back, it depleats my health,
My Constant fight, qint been without it for weeks now,
My will power is so weak that I cant even dream without it,
When lord, why lord, How did I let this happen jesus,
Such a young one, now feelin old, I cant breath,
I cant think, I feel tired every day and every week,
I feel weak, But your in my corner lord teach me, to break free
Why did I make this song, Its just a prayer,
But the lord told me to make this in a way so everyone can relate,
so people can understand, everyone falls short,
thats not the important thing,
what's important is that we strive and we try,
and we pray and we fast,
to defeat the struggles we face,
and to become more like Jesus Christ,
The perfect role model,
dont get the message wrong,
there is no excuse for failing on purpose,
and living in the world, and repenting just to say jesus forgave you.
GO at it with your heart and soul,
that way you wont be confused.
Repent, Pray, Strive, Live, and Love.
Amen
YO Z! This is prolly my fav song of yours right here. Lyrics are like me in so many ways =D Just a real tight, laid back song, and it makes me think and chill at the same time. Really Love the production on it, and the flow is real nice. And the hook =O You go girl! =) It adds a real tight feel to this track just the way her style is. Loving it. Keep doing ya thang Z! I feel ya! Your fav fan girl...er... Neighborhood menace! (Whew, that was close...) Peace and Blessings PHaith =P