Lyrics
my whole life turned into a mockery
ignored constantly no1 talks to me
and now that im a better person
this hurts hurtin so death is certain
anybody i trusted has left me
heart broken love is on empty
the quest for live has been failed
yet the pain still never healed
and im sittin here alone in my room
where thoughs of doom always loom
envious people will ruin the earth
but this greed causes envys birth
lifes life u get what u can take
thats why i use the power i make
so i ask if my births a mistake
i hate all this im startin to break
hate every track bein about pain
only 14 and ive nearly gone insane
closest friends r actully farthest away
feelin bad drunk off some vodka today
old rain passed followed by a new storm
ignorant to the world like a newborn
layin in my bed dreamin with hope
but dreams n hope pfft what a joke
anybody i ever trusted has left me
and without that im feelin empty
lord can u forgive cuz i did wrong
can i repent it all in this song
cuz i aint got nothing but my faith
n thats slippin a lil more everyday
i hate this feelin fuck the depression
leave me alone let my pain lessen
