Lyrics
Chorus~
Theres so much pain, and Im so young, always lookin for a brighter day to come, tryin to ubsorb the sun, everynight its the same thing, up till daylight, only started as a few drinks, now Im drunk, off my ass, so much time has passed entoxicated how much longer can I last, I waited, for the pain to fade, but it never faded, no more time wasted, it hurts so much but I must face it.
Verse1~
Wv, Fl, Pa, all the time movin through different states, alot on my mind, alot at stake, sleepin behind the wheel, wake up strips, pissin me off, turn the music loud so I can keep driftin off, downed a couple bottles of liqour, feelin kind of sick, hurtin and I miss her, and Im the designated driver? Ima risker, a real go getter, kake has never been a quitter, a survivor, down deep I feel so bitter, against myself and others, fuck Im hatin the world, pissed at people I called my brothers, so much pain from a girl, always feel like being high, and Im always feelin drunk, couldnt live this life sober, need to feel bass hittin the trunk, puffin a blunt, howd I get addicted to this junk, what the fuck, this game is twisted, cheaterz and thievez, and Im one, incase you missed it, Im not doin this for fun, it was at first, wish I could just say I was done, damn Im cursed.
Chorus~
Theres so much pain, and Im so young, always lookin for a brighter day to come, tryin to ubsorb the sun, everynight its the same thing, up till daylight, only started as a few drinks, now Im drunk, off my ass, so much time has passed entoxicated how much longer can I last, I waited, for the pain to fade, but it never faded, no more time wasted, it hurts so much but I must face it.
Verse2~
Waiting this out, inside Im screamin and I shout, but calm on the surface, underneith inside im fuckin hurtin, wishin for a woman maybe that would make things right, insides are hollow and wooden, never givin up this fight, you could ask me but I couldnt, livin this life, your trapped and your stuck, theres only luck, in a mess I've forced into, Oh I knew Id have to pray to get through, so much misconstrued, feelin blue, stuck with non other than you, and that is who? lookin in the mirror of course talkin to myself, fuck makin money dont mean shyt when your burnin in hell, Im just tryin to express myself, only 1 male, for my pleasure, I would like to sell, oh well, but only to give my family money to make our lives a lil better, tired of owing money, all my life Ive been a debtor, Ill put all my money through a shredder, and burn the shyt, with the rest of our love letterz----fuck a bytch.
Chorus~
Theres so much pain, and Im so young, always lookin for a brighter day to come, tryin to ubsorb the sun, everynight its the same thing, up till daylight, only started as a few drinks, now Im drunk, off my ass, so much time has passed entoxicated how much longer can I last, I waited, for the pain to fade, but it never faded, no more time wasted, it hurts so much but I must face it.
Verse3~
The bottle always gets empty sooner than I think, realizin now Im alcoholic, and cravin a drink, puffin on a blunt, every time I blink, seein shyt that scares me, so Im starting to sink, into my chair, grabbin at my hair, noone else is there, all alone and full of dispair, dont care, who said the world would be fair. Noone just didnt expect what I got, on the spot realized all my dreams got shot, in a plot to get rich, started up a bunch of shyt, but now Im still poor and my body is so tired, minds exhausted, somehow my eyes are wired, blood shot and Im lost in, a world with so much kaos and pain, and some people are worried about flossin, all the same, with ice around there neck, I aint givin no respect, wish I could, maybe Im next, but Im doubtin, so wheres my check, maybe I should be shouting, I wanna be the best, in everything I do, ya Im guilty I confess.
Chorus~
Theres so much pain, and Im so young, always lookin for a brighter day to come, tryin to ubsorb the sun, everynight its the
