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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,024
Peak in subgenre #402
Author
emceepolly
Rights
emceepolly
Uploaded
March 07, 2007
Track Files
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 4:13
Story behind the song
a song i wrote last nite
was all messed up with millions of emotions runnin thru my head
jus somefin i relate my life to.....
Lyrics
yo, am all messed up right now...
dunno wat i'm livin for, dunno how
dunno whom for i'm sacrificin this time
god knows if i've stepped up and crossed da line
i jus need to rhyme all da pain i've held inside
coz its been days i'm havin tears but not cried
so jus try to step in ma shoes and feel
jus listen, emphasize, dun try to heal...
its like i'm sittin in a cold cell waitin for my call
my head's hangin on da noose, netime it can fall
i'm pullin time back so i live some more seconds
am fightin all alone single handed no weapons
as my death comes close to my soul it threatens
i kept rhyming on my life & i was left parted
i jus sit back thinkin bout how it all started
thinkin bout da soul frm my body dat departed
like i rented my enemies to stop it by killin me
all da pain and rush runnin thru my head fillin me
i kept lookin in da mirror jus to find back da real me
kept on asking myself, can my soul still be in me?
my heart left puzzeled,& mind left troubled
i jus dazzeled on ma path, walkin limped and fumbled
havin no aim in ma mind,neva knew wat to find
mind started playin games so ma heart started to rhyme
i need to write word by word,keep on writin line by line
or i'll keep on losing my honour, my pride and my shine
i jus need to fall back, keep on livin with da time
i'll still keep on movin, knowin its a crime
i'll be called a criminal, but i wont give a damn
i'll not bear all da pain, resting on a single name
no-one is ever left to blame in this game called life
even after i die thru my songs i will survive...
my rhymes r my wings, dey help me to fly
i keep tryin so hard dat everytime i almost die
coz am left a lone soul, reppin pain, rappin alone
if i cud call da god above and cry on da phone
but now not even god above wanna save my soul
he betta kill me, take my pain away den to console
coz i'm burned out inside, livin with this fright
dat my life may rewind, again i'll have to fight...
i need to write word by word,keep on writin line by line
or i'll keep on losing my honour, my pride and my shine
i jus need to fall back, keep on livin with da time
i'll still keep on movin, knowin its a crime
i'll be called a criminal, but i wont give a damn
i'll not bear all da pain, resting on a single name
no-one is ever left to blame in this game called life
even after i die thru my songs i will survive...
&
stackin my recalls, i got nothin else to do
but i'm still doing it, so i can still remember u
when all falls apart, we got no other choice
den to keep rhymin so dat someone hears my voice
wen all falls apart walls part & past crawls fast
my heart falls & recalls ma past till ma soul lasts
but m stackin my recalls coz i got nothin else to do
but i'm still doing it, so i can still remember u
yo
feel da pain in ma voice
i wish it stabs str8 thru ur heart
coz it stabbed str8 thru mine
dats ma life......
dats how i rewind and play it again
this is my life.....
& keepin me alive
is ma soul burnin thru ma heart
fuckin up with ma will to live
yea
its fuckin up....
its burnin str8.....
thru my heart
thats y
thats y i told it all
yea dats ma life
dats ma life
dats ma life
