Lyrics
Tug my sleeve and all you’re doing is ripping my heart off
Dragging me along while I pick shrapnel shards off
The head and face god granted me with
Handed me gifts in lyrics and now I feel like I have to be sick
Or I’m letting you down, you have to be God because You’re perfect
Worth more than record sales and purses
I need you around because without you I’m worthless
I try to block it out when I think about her kiss
But she’s got me by strings pulling me from you on purpose
Her fist is mine and I can’t figure out why it’s a lie
That I live like you do as I go on with mine
Listen to me whine about our relationships decline
Inside all I want is to die, sorry I now it sounds tired
But I need you because you are all that inspires these lines
Rewired my mind do I mind it? Hell yeah
But when I think about you it’s like hip hop and I’m still here
I say your name, cause I only want you back
you went away now I try to keep my heart intact
I’m like a bear in a trap, fucked and screwed
I pull harder but It only tears me apart without you
By my side to pull me free
you can help open my eyes to help me see
what life was like when you were around
how much better it was when my head wasn’t in the ground
I was buried to my neck in hatred
they tried to give me pills but it didn’t phase it
I mean it worked at first, but now its only worse
now all I dream about is death and lying in a hurst
help me plan my funeral because I know its coming
god help me now so I don’t feel the numbing
from this frameldahide running through my veins
god help me now so I can make it through these days
