I put up a front and lie to the world
But behind close doors I cry like a girl
I was born a loser, nothing goes right for me
being happy, that'd be a dream night for me
I'm tired of losing, tired of being a failure
Get mad and stomp the ground like gorillas
I just don't understand why I can't feel love
This be normal for me, so why do I still feel hurt?
I must've raped God's wife last life or something
Now he's filling my life with wrath, stife and dumb things
Why ain’t I content with my family and friends?
All these thinking are causing me not to sleep man
Tell me why don't I ever feel like I belong?
If I give up and take my life, would that be wrong?
How can I be strong? My life been so crappy
I lost all my hopes and dreams, just wanna be happy
Why can't I be happy?
