The past 3 months have been an emotional rolercoster barrol rolling and spinning outta control
Your the only one my soul is owned like you stole it i love you not matter what happens at the end cuz love is nothing but "russian roulette" i had my heart dead set on your body but a bullet stopped me was brought and caught and now fading slow and softly im at the top of a building smokin “should I jump?” halfway threw the blunt I realize I wanna just plunge recently im seemingly emotionally fucked so tottally stuck in a situation were the pains so great im havin fantasies of blowin out my brains then just let what remains decay "she pulled some SouthPark shit shes quit the character/ the basic explanation i got / "im sorry i thought this was America?"....."
(R.E.S.P.E.C.T) now your just a bitch ta me its simple see while you were fuckin around I was commin up with a sound and actaully Why couldn’t you just skip the shit slip and slits in my wrists end the aggoney you coulda just told me said it left it settled and ended it quickly but no you had ta drag it out and make me completely empty everyday you’d say “I love you” I’d tell you I loved you two but only half the shit was true and you know what I mean I meant it you seem demented…narsasistic and so defensive everytime I’d ask a question you wanna know some crazy shit I really thought we were best friends but you gave the “thee” impression you were you were intamite at your own discresion I come ta find out it’s a mexican that you work with through I message cuz you failed ta tell me the tale which left my whole world tangled in brail and well you were just no doubt plannin ‘n actin out a scene cuz the whole time “HE” was there
I was torn by love but I said you know what fuck it pulled out and axe hacked in a half now im cut bleeding my life-line is slowly receeding I stare into the darkness the lark of my heart the place that feeds posseses and procesess my art
