Nothing really, I heard the beat and started writing, this is what came out.
Lyrics
DeceptionWritten & Performed by S. De Bolster.
Produced by SideCity Record & Mixed by S. De Bolster.Bthugg:
I’ll never understand how happiness could disappear like drawings in the drowning sand.. it didn’t go as I had planned when I asked you to hold my hand and start our journey to the promised land/ The pain increases.. can you blame my fragile heart for breaking apart into thousand pieces all filled with poisonous needles?/ You toyed around with my deepest feelings.. turned my world upside down.. painful feet walking on ceilings/ Now I’m stranded loveless in a shallow world.. slowly my pain unfurls.. curled up on my bed.. tears flowing in a rapid whirl/ Thinking back to all your lies and cries as you caressed my thighs.. staring right into my brightened eyes/ Now they’re puddles of darkness staring at the moonshine.. looking at the past when you were mine a wonderful couple so divine/ Your hand and my hand intertwined walking thru happiness.. I never could have guessed you were moving yourself further away as you caressed my breast/ I can’t express how you made me feel after your confession.. leaving me behind flowing in the waves of depression filled with aggression/ Walking on a small cord about to break.. constantly exposed to the heartless snakes as my body starts to shake trying to learn from my mistakes/ Head slowly bowing down accepting defeat.. you dragged me off my feet ripped open my heart and made me incomplete/ You stole my soul now I’m left behind heartless, finally understanding the true meaning of darkness, you always were my muse but now I’m left behind spark-less/ Silent tears wiping away the words in my heart.. shadows dancing on the walls like a dramatic art as you tore my happiness apart/ You drowned all my inner feelings making no exception.. your beauty clouded my perception, now I’m sitting here another victim of your deception/
