Lyrics
Her Name Was Hope
At times I sit and wonder, what if I die today?
This ain’t suicidal thoughts, listen to what I’m trying to say,
Sometimes that’s all it takes, to make the heart ache and pain,
That one can hardly contain, just disappear and go away,
A distant ear that knows ya pain,
Someone to say "hey, everything’ll be okay"
A helping hand that'll carry ya weight,
Someone that stares at ya face, and looks beyond the facade,
Knowing that ya smiles a fake,
Spot it from a mile away, that you're rotting inside,
While you're caught in a crowd appearing alive and great,
Deep inside you hate it now, you tried to wait it out,
Hoping someone might care, but each day became a nightmare,
How could you bear it, when you start to wear despair on your sleeves,
Your eyes dry from the tears and your face so barren,
That even you lose hope and stop caring…(stop caring)
You will never be forgotten, your actions so drastic,
And you left impressions on your arms that will be forever lasting,
You gashed them, your blood crashing onto the floor,
As you swore, that everybody who ignored you would feel your pain,
For never more, never more.. for never more..
Why’d you have to do this, it’s really foolish for you to think,
For even a blink of a second that you wouldn’t be missed,
How could it be THAT bad for you to take your own life,
Without thinking twice and without seeking advice,
So little do you know, that in the middle of it all,
Like a riddle to be solved, amongst the angst there would be joy,
Who would’ve thought it would destroy you?
You’re so spoiled too.. so embroiled in your thought,
That you forgot that there’s actually a lot for you to live for,
Now your family is mourning, cause you didn’t give a warning,
And that dude that had a crush but didn’t have the guts to say a thing
Is left in tears.. and your best friends for so many years,
Wonder what they could’ve done, blaming themselves for not knowing the truth,
But what good, does that do, when you’ve left all of us for good now..
