Orange Aftermath (My Castle)
I took alot of time writing these lyrics because I wanted them to be deep and almost epic-like. I mixed a beat from Aesop Rock and fixed it up for my song.
Been into this rap thing for 20 years now, listening and studying more than practicing. At 25 years old, I'm finally making moves. Yeah, it's long over due, but it is all in due time. Listening to my songs and checking out my page, people may get the idea that J Malice is a monster or sicko; couldn't be further from the truth. J Malice has a heart and is willing to bet any amount of wealth that it's bigger than anyone who chooses to come through here. Don't judge a book by it's cover. You have to open the pages and read inside if you really want to know about someone.
Lyrics
You will not survive, stay alive, once I look into your eyes/
ripping souls with force and shooting them into the sky/
hand of doom demoralizes the enchanted land/
that you think you're living in, I have the grand master plan
Metallic pieces, bound to leave a thousand creases/
towns needing to be the ones who found Jesus/
minus telekenesis, more stitches than that of a talented seamstress/
no evil out seeking is like the Bible without Egypt/
since the beginning, warriors took the stage/
the world shook like spells were cast from a book of rage/
hooks ablaze, engaged in crooks that wouldn't stay/
researching how to prevail, they must have over-looked the page/
darkness ruled, nothing more, nothing less/
lightning struck faster than Kano ripping the heart from your chest/
trying to rise above the test, still covered in bloody flesh/
chaos projected like closed-caption subtext/
tempers flared hotter than barbecues/
my built-in-rage stacked up, is taller than all of you/
not a clue of how to stop the hard awful truth/
times goes on and you're still in hot pursuit/
raised on experimental psycho-active pills/
mutilating heads of villians at the hills/
smash their will, get back and crack the seal/
eating spiders, bats and eels back at my castle/
my own palace, J Malice amongst the moonlight prowlers/
lost in my clouds, my victims scream the loudest/
how can the higher power allow this, without salvage/
always out looking for a new challenge/
sleep next to the shield and battle ax/
acts like Bloody Mary and Dracula running rampant behind my cataracts/
lies and facts strawn about in a mind entrapped/
by reality of eyes blind as a bat/
to the horrors all around cause I'm a villian myself/
in meditation, I have dreams of killing myself/
empty bottles of medication still on the shelf/
demons in the brain is ill health, the second medicine didn't help/
so it's the rocking chair and wall as time passes by/
only leaving the castle when it's decided another has to die/
they don't know this path of mine, huge bonfires classify/
them being scared of this mastermind/
sunset in the backdrop, it's time for another to cry/
with the mother left crumbled and wondering why/
wait for the stars of the night, can't hide in sunlight/
sneak down the mountain to slice and hack where they lie/
while standing up, I have a struggling breath/
think nothing of it because this life is nothing but death/
no need to get upset, stressed, it's time for bloodshed/
reaching for my door knob, but I haven't touched it yet/
it can't be, I leave this place all the time/
whenever the due date arrives for the town's people to try and solve a crime/
everything falls in line, I caused the dying/
no way was it all in the mind/
a mirror, but I've never even walked in that direction/
it's not on the way to my sleeping bed or exit/
dillusional, must be some kind of brain infection/
cause I'm looking, and I can't even see my reflection/
just then there's a note on the floor/
it reads, J Malice, before you go to open the door/
open your mind so far you can't open no more/
I've got a surprise for you that I've been holding in store/
think, have you ever tried to leave this area/
and go past that village down there where the people are scared of ya/
heavy fog blocks your view like a barrier/
nah, never been there, huh/
surprise, now I'm not the one for you to be hating/
you made this, right here is only truth what I'm stating/
remember that shoot-out with 5 oh, you didn't make it/
they sent you to me for murder, yours truly, Satan
