I shook with the trembling notion of fear that i felt
I prayed and asked to God that in some way Id be helped
Id felt a victim to sittin days on end without reason
Leavin the seasons ungreeted beaming with unfeasible reasons
My veins pulsate, a satan has found a haven
in this quarrelsome mind, I just dont know if ill be able
Im unstable my mind is racing debating on this decision
With two people on my shoulders tell me to which one should i listen
Layed my foot on the pavement, wavered and stepped back in
Then I ran in this was it! I knew this was my last sin
I could have done it so easy but I was done with this job
Something deep inside of me just wanted me to be caught
The glass shattered I stepped through the carnage just like a demon
Hooded sweater, this evil made me, grunting took up my breathing
Screams enveloped the room...and then that God awful silence
The lack of sound that comes about from seeing un-needed violence
I panted, grabbed my gun and then let off a couple to set fear
*Stay back or ima shoot you if you try to get near!!"
My ear could hear what I said...and then i knew what it was
I was insane...my hands were gritty felt much rougher than rust
A mother covered her son´s eyes, attempt to shelter his fear
Then an instant pang of wrong , I saw myself in his tears
My voice trembled when i yelled to put the money in the bag
My knees shook as I took the money and started running back
I didnt wanna go on but something in me wouldnt stop
I did the only thing I could to halt my progress...and shot
My foot bled as I stumbled and fell there flat on the marble
Sirens drew near and I yelled but alas my voice came out garbled
And when my hands were locked up, as they dragged me into the car
With the light up above, and yet below its so dark
And though I came out with nothing...it truly felt like the win
Was the night I told myself...that I was finished with sin
Ive gone, days on end
With nowhere to go
Ive given, all my best
With nothing to show
Ive taken, every test
And time moves slow
But now im takin the next step
Lets get this show on the road
I took what I thought was my shot
And messed it up
Didn’t think before I did it
Now my life is a dump
But I remember one thing
Amidst all the rest
That in the end I finally realized
How to pass this test
