Some shit my friend was going to so after listening to him for a day, I wrote this song for him.. Rough Kut.. Working on some new shit to put out tho..
One man..
Just iLLit3rat3.. The other Soundclick is old.. So here goes the new one..
Story behind the song
Friend's problems
Lyrics
Can you imagine,
the pain I go though in my everyday life, all this bullshit
that pulls at my heart like a jagged edged knife
All this shit put forth just takes a toll on a man,
it makes me wanna end it all
only if I had a plan
I could do it,
but I couldn't picture leaving it behind
my family would miss me and I know that my mom would surely die
if she knew that I died and left this life in deepest of pain
Though in this life it's nothin but pain that I've had to maintain
but I still don't know, itsa hard choice that I havta make
so right now I'm on my knees at the alter prayin, Dear God
Please listen to me God and I hope you understand
I can't do it anymore and that I'm not the same man, that's lived this life
with the dreams of bein the best and makin it big, I'm still trapped inside as that scared and lonely kid
I hope you know that I've done all I could do please, lemme come home to you, God, Please..
come on you know I wouldn't do it for no reason
Everything in this life is cursed and that's why I'm still bleeding
I can't believe I made it this far, I'm still breathing
I'm drivin myself to death but I'm not ready to leave it, so (Help me) (2x)
I know you hear my cries, I know you see the pain
It's without sight that I continue playin
Hopin to beat this game
that's called life, the single thing that always seems to fuck me up
everytime I think about it I just wanta throw it up
I'm sick and tired of always bein that person that everyone always comes to for their own personal comfort
I've got problems of my own and I wish that they could see it
but they can't cuz all they see is that they have problems that they have to deal with
but they think that it's too hard to so they try and push it all on me and
I just can't take it anymore because I'm not supposed to be
standin here givin up, God you know I'm stuck
I just don't want to do it anymore so please just let me come on up
I'm comin to you now.. in time I know that you'll understand
Cuz you know I've lived my life as a broken man and you can sympathize
that I'm not going to make it I'll be gone tomorrow with a blink of an eye
So god, please tell my family why.. (With Sorrow)
It's with deepest regret that we must discuss with you
The events of this mans life and what he had to do
all the things that made him the person that he was
he will be truly missed but he's with the angels up above
and now it ends.. (2x)
Now could you ever imagine that this is how it'd end
With one life quickly taken and with many bound to end..
Take into thought the importance of a human life
Live life to the fullest, don't end it with a knife..
and now it ends..
