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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #9,388
Peak in subgenre #5,317
Author
OJay
Rights
OJay Productions
Uploaded
November 03, 2005
Track Files
MP3
MP3 5.9 MB • 192 kbps • 4:18
Story behind the song
listen and you can see, if you havent got the time for that then i aint got the time for you
Lyrics
since the day you left this earth ive been waiting for your voice
aint a day that has passed you aint had some praying from your boy
everything around has had some influence from you
from the air that i breath to the pen i choose to use
never can i forget the way you gave your life
to give me my path for us you chose to pay the price
i keep on trying hard not to show im going mad
but its hard to live a life fully grown without my dad
WHY YOU NOT HIM?!, i keep on runnin from real
you cant be replaced you were one in a mil
the tears still stream down the side of my face
but instead of showin em ill put a rhyme in their place
look dad my talent has grown i made the beat to this song
but it doesnt help me figure out the real reason you're gone
im still seemingly strong, but inside im breaking down
nealry 5 years without you and im tired of waitin now
we miss you, where have you gone?
as i look to the skies i wonder where have you gone
my whole life is going so terribly wrong
rest in peace to the man that created me
dad its your son, are you there? please wait for me
people say im grown now and my rapping is strong
but that still dont help the fact i know you're actually gone
the rains in my eyes i cant see through the storm
and i want you there dad just to see me perform
i need instructions from you so i can be readin the scripture
as i look to my windowsil i be seeing your picture
that smile on your face that i aint had since you left
there's millions on earth how comes you're that man that is dead?
its been 4 years since the stroke that damaged your brain
our lives changed your families now battered in pain
theres not one minutes passed where ive sat n escaped
coz you should be here to to help me carry the name
and i aint thought of it twice
but everything round me was bought by your life
look that just cannot compare, coz we cant stray from the facts
if it meant you were here again then im already trading it back
right here waitings your lad
you remember the day I got put on this earth
said you couldn’t describe it just by looking at words
I remember the day you got took from this earth
My life flipped hit a dead end, it couldn’t be worse
Its was something that your mother just shouldntve seen
I see my nan dad now just look at your queen
She’s hurtin within wishing the pain would just stop
People say they know how we feel n they the same theyre just not
They try n sympathise saying we there when you need
But as soon as I say you gone people don’t stop staring at me
I wanna be the same, coz I aint changed since before you were gone
Im still your little boy its like im caught in a song
And the pain’ll never stop til im sitting beside you
Im still the quiet one, still the sit being shy dude
Im spitting these rhymes through this pain from the days of my life
Its like ive done something wrong now im paying the price
