10/17/05 I talk about my life a little in this track, almost everything you hear is true… You ever have one of those days where you seem to not care about anything, and just wanna escape: Run away.
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Lyrics
Verse I:
It all started back when I was six
Mom locked me in the car with her and got pops in a fix
Both screaming out their lungs like some fuckin’ lunatics
Back when I was so young and all so new to this
I didn’t know what to do but I felt like shit
Dad screaming “unlock the door!”, mom screaming “don’t do it!”
Caught in the crossfire and just had to sit through it
Always in the turmoil and never knew who brew it
Cause moms telling me things I didn’t understand
And dads so pissed I’m surprised he didn’t use his hands
To rip her fucking head right off her fucking neck
Even though he sounded savage he did it with respect
I used to play with legos next to the booze table
And now that I’m twenty I wonder how I was able
To grow up so sane and carry the whole load
That would make any average Joe fucking explode
Chorus:
I just wanna run away and not look back
It seems that I’ve already lost my path
People that feel me, tilt your hat
And people who hate me scream I’m whack
Cause I, don’t give a fuck, don’t give a fuck!
I could careless if the world blows up
So, people that feel me, what do you say?
Fuck everything and let’s all run away!
Verse II:
So eventually they split, my mom gave him a choice
His family or lifestyle, his eyes were moist
But he couldn’t answer back, his kid or the pack
Pops in a state that most would label as off-track
It wasn’t simple as that, but those are the facts
Moved away and tried to put the past in the past
Actually, we moved so much my head was in a daze
But never had a father to be properly raised
Then I got a little older, a bit more smart
And wondering how it got fucked up from the start
And wondering which piece I was missing from my heart
And wondering if my brain was falling apart
But I learned a few things, lived through an earthquake
Every two years we had a new roommate
Didn’t know what was up with my moms but a stranger kissed her
And next thing I knew I had a new sister
Chorus
Verse III:
It seems I’m so young and I don’t know much
But I do know that love, there ain’t no thing such
Too many times I’ve been up in the clutch
And too many times felt left in the dust
And everybody says that in God we trust
But the only ones I see pray are those who fucked up
And right now I wanna sleep and not wake up
And right now I could use a sharp blade to cut
Out the veins from my flesh, it feels like nothings left
Everyday I wish I could donate all of my breath
To someone who really needs it, or someone who cares
Or someone who’s tryin’ to get to the Lord upstairs
Cause frankly I don’t see myself heading up
I’m only going down, I’m only gonna drown
I wish some light in my life now could be found
But until then I’m running away, fuck it I’m out…
Chorus
