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Peak #2,221
Peak in subgenre #209
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ElecTriK ShocKs
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by Down 2 Earth
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October 14, 2005
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Lyrics
it's morning I Just had night filled with torment
i pause and I jump out the bed in the corner
just sortin' my outfit i'm ready for work
it's kinda like a drag so i ask what it's worth
its my morning ritual gettin sick in the bathroom
throwin' up my guts and i can,'t stop cuz i have too
swallow all this medicin that makes me like this
that makes me feel dizzier then a quake initiative
it's the way that i live every single fuckin day
have been prayin' for my death and today has been the same
will he finally answer the pray that i made
scream it out and face the sky , come and take me away
doctors said i win a year but i'm livin' life in losses
I can't leave the house so i better call the office
i crawl to the phone grab the horn and dial my boss
and whipe away the color from the blood that i cough
[hello] sir i can't be comin' in
i've been throwin' up the mornin' and i never felt this ill
I just Can't and i [cough cough] i just can't
and my throat is feelin like i spend a night in the sand
i gotta end this right now i gotta say you goodbye
so i'm hangin' up the phone before the boss had replied
had to run into the bathroom it is kinda sad too
how i got this sick and it's permanent like tatoo's
again i'm throwin' up Flushin' inner me away
questionin the road ahead , will i live another day?
and it sure doesn't feel like that i will survive
tryna wonder what is next god is this the day I Die?
with my back on the wall feel the life is slippin now
try to bite away the tears but i'm crying out at loud
i've been fightin' all this time i hear the call upon the sound
and i can't be holdin' on like i'm fallin on the ground
can't u turn the time to past can u give a second chance
can u bring me back to life i promise u i'll have a plan
please i'm beggin and i'm shreddin tears can't you understand
that mistakes won't happen now if i'm livin' life again (x2)
i realise it is too late and i might accept my faith
i'm just angry at myself that i died because of aids
if i had a second chance i would turn it all around
i would turn the page and chapter as referrin' to the now
but i'm stuck inside your heaven and i never can return
I appreciate the time but i fucked up on my term
i got punished for my deeds but u let it come to far
in the timespan of an hour my entire life was scarred
in my life i had the fun but now i can't go back
can't believe i triggered death havin' unprotetected sex
its the first degree of murder , i never pressed a charge
cuz i knew i shouldn't do it when u asked me in your car
even brought a condom with me but it's broken in my wallet
and i never could believe it even when the doctor called it
i was fallin' in depression being diagnosed with this
u not telling me was wrong, i was right just to forgive
so much people that i miss now i'm locked away in heaven
lookin' down on everybody when the clock will strike eleven
even seeing my own body in the casket in a church
seeing tears upon the faces of my family, it hurts
and i'm gettin lost for words now i'm stuck in the sky
to all the people left behind everything will be allright
i'm gettin' lost for the words now i'm stuck in the sky
to all the people left behind, i'm saying You Goodbye
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