Rap, Hip Hop, kinda R&B
Just thought I'd try this site out. I'm not a band, I'm just one person... my rap name is One, and thats bout it. I deal with most forms of rap, and am new to this... so I'm tryin different things out.
Story behind the song
After reading a book on the artist Vincent Van Gogh, I had got the idea of this song (Kind of a "Suicidal Thoughts" By The Notorious BIG idea).
Lyrics
Listen to this rhyme, from the back of my mind
I had a few years but I lost track of my time
But its fine, because I signed away my life on a dime
I'm dying to live, tryin not to put my life on the line
but I did, I gotta live with that - yo, what if you can't
This meant to happen, there's nothing that I can do to prevent
I must've been cursed, ever since I was an infant on Earth
Whats the worst that could happen? the return of my birth
Hurts to see you in the mirror, I'm feeling your pain
Am I destined to gain, or become a faded blood stain
I can't feel the rain, so let it pour on me
Starting to feel strange, yo theres no more of me
Staring down the barrel, and then the trigga ooh should I pull it
If not, I'll probably die from another nigga's bullet
I aint worn my vest in like, thirty nine nights
Not even thinkin bout sex, but a dirty mind might
Cause I dunno whats next, I'm thirsty for lime light
My rhymes tight, to shine bright, but I'ma take my own life
in hind-sight, tonight would be the right night to die
Let my hands do a homocide, but the victim is I
I, I, I need to clear my mind before it rippen
Clear my mind, haha like the JFK sniping
Thoughts on the pavement, my thoughts fading
I wanna go to Heaven, but I know Satan's waiting
Hells where I'm goin, I just hope they have liqz
Matter of fact, that and I hope they have chicks
Shit, I'm playin but I know I'm goin to hell
Stole money out my mama's purse when I was only twelve
And thats where I fell, continued on ward downward
I could scream my loudest, but there's never a sound heard
The lead is welcoming, am I mislead to welcome it in
Hear my voice cause I'ma ghost, as I run in the wind
This begins from sins, that I cast, on thee unworthy
Hurry, I can see the light and my futures blurry
This isnt my world, but the end is coming soon
I'll fade away prematurely, like the sun in june
under the moon, I swear the seconds are nearly here
Learned my lesson, the protection is only near me here
Celebrate my art, and the fact that I was born
Let this one pass away, I dont want you to mourn
I'm like Vincent Van Gogh, but he paint I write
And with this starry night I'ma take my life
