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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #3,084
Peak in subgenre #1,607
Author
ThoughtProcess
Rights
ThoughTProcesS AKA FerventJester
Uploaded
January 25, 2005
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
This is the VERY summarized version of what happend:
This was provoked by a sequence of events. I flew out to see my Girlfriend, two days after I got there I got dumped. Three days later she flirts with this guy like it's going out of style. It upset me.
Lyrics
"Companionship"
[verse 1:]
am i obsessed just cause i mark stress
in the light of schizophrenic darkness
don't blink i think i broke this silly link
i wish i could tell you what i really think
how i don't see you in my future with me
I don't feel free with this deep sutured envy
makin the timeline of my life alone now
not shown how so now i give my lone vow
I wont fight for love or it's existence
when it can't even conquer distance
there's a resistance to its substance
with no assistance for its persistance
leavin 2004 I don't feel I trust you anymore
not like before, you put me thru many doors
i cant look at you in the same way at all
not since you tripped me for that fall
[chorus:]
walkin this lonely road with my mind
and these taunting lines is where i find
companionship is a ghostly dream
like hope and the whole love theme
[verse 2:]
As I write this i dont miss you but im amiss
in this abyss i insist my sanity cant exsist
s'like you had no clue to true needs
i gave you alot, whatd you do to me
if you recall we started closer than close
never posed had less lows than most
I watched you slowly change to a prep
which was a step to givin disrespect
I could feel your grip slip from mine
i remember commin to grips one time
was hard to hear you were goin five hours
with a guy to a game, was outta my power
was one event of many to grease our hands
i realized I'd have to cease far off plans
[chorus:]
walkin this lonely road with my mind
and these taunting lines is where i find
companionship is a ghostly dream
like hope and the whole love theme
[verse 3:]
how the hell can we be soul mates
if you throw me away like with old fates
nothing was wrong before we split up
i was dumb to be auspicious, this cup
is bitter but still makes me suspicious
was always ambitious never malicious
loyalty was deeply embedded in me
apparently wasnt priority for you to be
how can i not question your integrity
s'like you never bein straight wit me
do you ever expect us to be the same
when this is the direct effect of my brain
goin insane, finally fallin over the edge
crushed but can not cover the sledge
the lessons i've learned from this i'll
take to the grave keep that shit filed
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