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Poetical rhymage.
I'm just one member of Northern Lights and this is my first ever mix tape release. I'm hoping by the next one i'll be using all my own beats but I am quite happy with some of what I got and I enjoy doing me so it's all good.
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Peak #10,523
Peak in subgenre #844
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January 03, 2005
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MP3 4.3 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
Vanity:
I cried again tonight, ain’t no more space left to live,
I try to hold on tight but I got no more love to give,
Whoever I am with, I feel so empty and so alone,
I Tried to let it go but the hurt inside me goes on.-
I postponed my suicide, to see what life could bring,
But my condition is unknown, so no one can do a thing,
And I know you don’t believe me, or give a flying fuck
But I grow into the shoes of someone willing to give up.
I am stuck, between heaven and hell, this is purgatory,
And as I lean on something that won’t ever support me.
I am falling so deeply, and I am calling so sweetly,
And I am so soaring so high can you ever defeat me?
Nah… This depression has beat me, and now it is my time,
Tell my family I love them I know you’ll do just fine,
I know this is a sign, life is a sanction not worth trying,
So I die inside more, for every tear drop I am crying,
I am lying to myself, therefore I think I got to go,
This is just life’s way of killing me, hurting me… just slow…
Chorus-
Tonight just another night another wasted night
So much trouble comes and passes by what is left inside?
What’s right, when all seems wrong? How long can depression carry on?
How long can it take your palm and lead your mind through such a storm.
Vanity:
And as I look back on the past I can’t see a brighter future,
I just see me sing for sorrow, drowning fears with a computer,
You been a great tutor, But can’t you see I’ve had enough,
It’s to late, and I am sorry, but I can’t accept your love…
I could of back then… but I have changed, I no longer care,
I would like to explore the world, step outside but I don’t dare,
Why you treat this girl so unfair? What she done to deserve this shit?
And as I scream, as I fall as I fade you break me bit by bit,
So you can tell this is over, my life was just a sad story,
And all the heartache I have gone through, now it’s getting boring,
I was given my last warning, and now I dared to cross that line,
And I now I dance around my dreams like I’m scared of wasting time,
You think I am doing fine, So you ignore the cries that I am crying,
I am obviously worthless or I would not be sat here dying,
I am trying to push past it, But now the attempt is getting sore,
And you just letting me stay here, when I can’t take anymore,
Look in my iris to my core… Now you see me fading fast,
A life took by depression, this body wasn’t made to last,
Chorus-
Tonight just another night another wasted night
So much trouble comes and passes by what is left inside?
What’s right, when all seems wrong? How long can depression carry on?
Can you find your self an exit to your mind state without leaving us?
Lex Talionis:
I see you down again, matched your heart to the pace of unhappiness
Falling grace is the last track to counteract any chance of positivity coming back
As tears fall from your eyes I wonder if I’ll ever see so much in life
Being focused on the stuff that creates despise holding on to the past only shakes lay lines
And makes you die, a little inside, each time you bleed the less revived
You’ll come to be at the end of this too much I seen you empty your wrists
See when we were kids… we all knew that times were easy then we grew
I was first and didn’t keep you with me cause my whole world suddenly became empty
I shudder to think of the times, there’s plenty, where I was on the verge of ending a life
That to me meant nothing right but still I shudder at the thought I might
Never fabricate a purpose from pipe dreams understanding how the drugs work might ease
The pain running through you but then like me you’re never better off so despite weed,
And pills and coke the antidote is emotional, controllable it just takes its time, a hold over you can last so long then life’s overdue. Gone!!
So don’t cry, please not this time understand why. There’s starving children dying, there’s rape victims lying in alleyways and my own days, been up and d
