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Poetical rhymage.
I'm just one member of Northern Lights and this is my first ever mix tape release. I'm hoping by the next one i'll be using all my own beats but I am quite happy with some of what I got and I enjoy doing me so it's all good.
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Peak #1,468
Peak in subgenre #135
Uploaded
January 03, 2005
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MP3 4.4 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
I’d wandered out into a field as I pondered my existence
Suddenly interrupted from my state of reminiscence
By a beautiful woman who had sadness on her face
Her tears fell like petals grazed her cheek yet left no trace
I asked her why she cried was she lost and far from home
She didn’t blink or move her eyes just pursed her lips and said a poem
I got up and said I’m going still she froze no life signs showing
As I turned she grabbed my arm and I felt my heart beat slowing
My vision became cloudy and I saw it wrap around me
Then when my head had cleared and I finally found my boundaries
Reality had veered and placed my soul under new skin
Experience taking tolls conscience unfolds from within
Bringing systematic waves of realization
I hate trying to get technical explaining the formation
Of my inexplicable surroundings like drowning
In a sea of your own thoughts lost like Alice, ‘Alex find them!’
Connect your nervous system to your brain: get in the frame
I’ve spent my whole life running now I’m marooned and left to blame
As soon as I had wept and prayed I slept for days
Working out the mechanics to the system of this maze
The heat hit my face its blister was my first sensation
My body became real like rigid steal had forged in place un-der -
- My skin holding me tense right from within
The immense flux in feeling that was physical had me grin
And bear a pain I’ve never known its intensity kept growing
The breath of someone else as it expels to meet my own
This must be an omen; should have prayed had faith in God
Life, death, limbo, hell: lift life from spell break the charade
Discard all known knowledge prior to the present moment
Must concentrate only on this significant atonement
Persevering with the goal of finding my awake state
My eyes chance on a demon who’s eyes stare and fixate
Aggression’s his motivation as I bear this hicks weight
His dick penetrates; I realize I’m being raped
Maybe I’ve been drugged I feel weak and so confused
There’s more wrong than I think but cannot think while bein’ abused
My hopes sink I lose my fuse I really think I’ll kill this dude
But as my fingers claw his face I stop and then sink in the clues
My fingers beaten, bruised now what was false is true
The slender knuckles bear the wedding ring I didn’t get to lose
These aren’t my hands I’m sure never worn vanish before
But now my nails are painted as amply as a whore’s
My nails: I bite them raw and suddenly my hair is long
The rapist’s out the door as I guess what’s going on
In truth I have no clue, I know I’m me but who is this
I start to see a woman as I look beyond the wrists
I’m stood starring in the mirror looking at my own reflection
My body white as bone tears glare from lights inspection
The face fair: tears force wounding gashes in my light
I realized I was replaced with the woman of the night
Her poem her release had somehow come to me
She had to share her pain but why need me for comforting
Why bring me to suffer too a problem shared ain’t always solved
I was just a spectator while you helped your past resolve
I wish to speak with you for what we’ve shared I feel a bond
And I have so many questions let your emptiness respond
But the more I try to contact you the more you pull away
You are the one that brought me here, just to see you being raped?
Though I’m merged into your framework we share no mental bridge
I can only sit and watch repetitions of what you did
Those things that you said, and the way that you had to react
Judgment and emotion, my own and left intact
And then the vision passed and my own mind blackened
I came round in darkness feeling sick and seeing patterns
And without hesitation or any action on my part
I started to the bathroom and threw up on the carpet
Then the light invaded darkness and I saw her face again
She fixed on me saw who I am: recognized a friend
She didn’t speak but tears said I’d see her sometime soon
Then she smiled turned o
