Stacey, i love her more than anything in the world, and now i lost it... fuck
Lyrics
baby blue i wanted you to be my baby you drivin me crazy
my vision gets hazy when i look in your eyes knowin that i love you it comes as no surprise
your eyes get me higher than the highest highs
i'll call you crystal ball cuz in you i see my future
i really wanna end this dispute of ours
baby when i look into your eyes sometimes i wanna cry
knowin i can't have you i just wanna die
get on that bridge n see if i can fly
my life's seemin backwards wish in i was sayin do i
cuz i do i do love you
i promise cross my heart hope to die stick a knife through my eye
betta yet my heart cuz im heart broken
for you i'd stop tokin stop smokin
do anything just want you back baby you got back
you drop dead sexy so im gunna go die now
when i first met you thought i was high, wow
somehow i hope i can express how i feel lyrically
with you i feel complete you complete me
the last thing i wanted was for you to leave me
beat beat beat my heart is beatin faster
i could understand if you wanna call me a bastard
baby just wanna apologize for all them tears you cried
but guesss who's cryin now same person thats wonderin how
he coulda let you go its amazing they should make a show
the loser that lost perfection they'll call it
i told you earlier i'd fuck up i called it
i can't believe i did this shit
mister can't commit got himself into a pile of shit
can't dig himself out so he cries and writes
and he writes and he writes hopin she'll see
that this is the real me and im nothin without her
my hearts gettin so cold my lungs are sayin brrrr
i can't stand not having you grrr
like a tiger i growl stayin up at night i listen to a howl
comin from an owl who knows my pain in night time
baby i love you but i didn't pick the right time
so now im gunna write rhymes hopin you'll come back in time
before i do some crazy shit like the shit i see on the news
a kid hangin from a noose cuz what the hell i got nothin to lose
people see the suicidal connotation in my poetry
but nobody notices it when im flowin to the beat
cuz my drum goes at a different beat i've been defeated
by my own heart and my own fear
been defeated like a bottle of beer
heart drank up through a straw
i'd love to say that fear is my only flaw
but there's too many i can't even count
too much pain just wanna shout
its too late i can't get out
