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The New Free Live Ep From Ascension, Due February 15 2005.
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Peak #3,406
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Author
Ascension / Jay Escobar
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2005
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December 07, 2004
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Lyrics
Track 02 -- 'Times in My Life'
Verse 1
so I started out life..it was a little harder to be..
one morning i got up and it was signifcantly harder to breathe..
something from the inside of my dome was disarming me..from living
a normal life.though..or being something that my parents could write
home about ...without a doubt I let both of them down. dad wanted me
to get an education...instead I work blue collar...my mom wanted
me to grow up to be an alcoholic.like her father
..I've been standing against...the stigma of a martyr
of being like the rest of the men in my family...seein' how they ended.
up sadly burstin' out of control...add 14 to my age and I'm forty and alone..
rage and I'm glowing at the soul..the light side of the darkness DONT grow..
and it's like the heartless bitches done.took control.of my soul..
verse 2
the worse of it is...since I set foot in a classroom. curse at the kids
all I was was hasseled.they laughin.fact..never even went to graduation
to rock the tassle.n' hat..instead...I sat back n the back..wonder when ..
my time would come or.son.should I compare the baseline of my forehead
to the face of this gun...the light just slowed...
suicide of course raced n' crossed my mind...like
it does every child.at a time..they are set aside..and shunned...would
I be alright end up nice...or would it would be 911 on my front porch...
so I lit the torch..of a down soul...and ran face forward and took a hold
of the shit...kept my head down...and mourned...every wakin moment...and
even when I slept...I felt the disorder...pourin in rem..when would
the horror end.tho..Iono,
verse 3
so flash 10 years later or so...so hears what I've learned..
in venting my labor of spending. love. it aint ever changin up...
most of these things in life they have to be earned...but then you know
what...for some of us its harder than others...for example
if you attractive..you have the upper hand on us waack ones
that's some facts.son.the fictions.impactful..
for you bastards that's optomistic..im stickin'
to a positon...of fightin off' submission'..n bitchin'
all the people in my life except my father and
true friends have hurt me..it seems
so I'll be foreve looking to no avail for this 'angel of mercy'.to hail from the seas..
even though..I'm antisocial and no god is apprent to me I pray through
the breeze in the trees at the moon....is it over soon? god damn I pray so..
