Big Cee to tha Jay
COming Soon!!!!!!!!
Lyrics
everynight i sit in my car wit a dutch I twisted
been a curse since my birth but tha boy so gifted
This aint BET....man fuck how i'm livin
the life so disgustin yet its so consistent
never trust many niggas every nigga is different
they show they true colors when tha sun hit they prisms
they got my nigga Dee locked up in they prisons
they waitin fa tha day that they can stick me wit him
I aint sayin shit Keep my name out yo system
thats y i aint neva smile on tha pictures i sent him
and you don't know pain see these dreams I had
its been 18 years since I seen my dad
I'm a confused man yet I tricked my mind to think
that a year goes past everytime I blink
so every rhyme I link to a bat of tha eyelid
means soon as i finish spittin u can bury this fly kid
but I aint gon yet don't waste ya breath
I'm a walkin enigma right here in tha flesh
and right here I guess is as close as I be
before I fall of tha edge and drown in my stress sea
so i try to make decisions that i wont regret
but that shit wont happen cause i'm black and in debt
and tha harder u fight to dig outta that hole
the longer u gon clean yoself when u get old
man thats some fucked up thinkinin
and some fucked up reasonin
but people always hang around to see if u still
